Lizard brain fear response knows not the logic of, yeah I'm in a good situation right now.
That is so true. And I know it clings hard to fears that I know that are irrational, and it clings hard.
Also, yay for sweet car!
Hey, don't worry about it. Nest full of vampires, you come get me, okay. Box full of puppies, that's more of a judgement call.
Jonathan ,'Lies My Parents Told Me'
Spike's Bitches 47: Someone Dangerous Could Get In
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
Anne W. - Nov 14, 2011 3:31:45 pm PST #2754 of 30001
The lost sheep grow teeth, forsake their lambs, and lie with the lions.
Atropa - Nov 14, 2011 3:50:18 pm PST #2755 of 30001
The artist formerly associated with cupcakes.
Yay sweet car!
Two photos from Friday night: Kambriel and me. We did not deliberately coordinate our outfits, I swear. Photo op with (a somewhat hungover!) Neil Gaiman.
smonster - Nov 14, 2011 3:52:09 pm PST #2756 of 30001
We won’t stop until everyone is gay.
Yay for awesome cars and awesome bosses.
StW replied. I was right, he's been pulling away because he doesn't want a serious relationship. Well, now I know. I'm okay, just disappointed and tired.
sj - Nov 14, 2011 3:52:44 pm PST #2757 of 30001
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."
{{{{{smonster}}}}} His loss.
Liese S. - Nov 14, 2011 4:02:53 pm PST #2758 of 30001
"Faded like the lilac, he thought."
Well, that sucks, smonster, but agreed it's best you know. Give yourself some time to heal.
Anne W. - Nov 14, 2011 4:03:07 pm PST #2759 of 30001
The lost sheep grow teeth, forsake their lambs, and lie with the lions.
smonster, I'm so sorry.
amyth - Nov 14, 2011 4:21:15 pm PST #2760 of 30001
And none of us deserving the cruelty or the grace -- Leonard Cohen
{{{{{smonster}}}}} His loss.
For real. And I'm so sorry.
Are you free on Saturday to Skype with Everybody?
smonster - Nov 14, 2011 4:29:39 pm PST #2761 of 30001
We won’t stop until everyone is gay.
Thanks, everyone. Part of me still feels like it's just shitty timing, which makes things both better and worse.
Are you free on Saturday to Skype with Everybody?
Oh, it's time for Friends' Thanksgiving! Yes, what time?
Ginger - Nov 14, 2011 4:31:52 pm PST #2762 of 30001
"It didn't taste good. It tasted soooo horrible. It tasted like....a vodka martini." - Matilda
I'm sorry, smonster. He will look back on this with great regret.
Yay, car.
I think really bad bosses leave you with a form of PTSD.
Apparently my body has decided I have to have the full pain experience. I was stirring something and muscles in my upper back went into a spasm. I have taken All the Medicine, and tried heat, cold and tennis balls, all of which work when they're actually on my upper back, but I can't make that happen all the time.
smonster - Nov 14, 2011 4:37:36 pm PST #2763 of 30001
We won’t stop until everyone is gay.
Here's my Jenny Owen Youngs song of choice for the moment, "Drinking Song." In particular the line "everyone I try to love won't hear of it." [link]