Much ~ma for Daniel's mother.
Can't even shout, Can't even cry. The Gentlemen are coming by. Looking in windows, knocking on doors. They need to take seven, and they might take yours. Can't call to mom, can't say a word. You're gonna die screaming but you won't be heard.
Dream Girl ,'Bring On The Night'
Spike's Bitches 47: Someone Dangerous Could Get In
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
Nora Deirdre - Jan 15, 2013 6:48:19 pm PST #25015 of 30001
I’m responsible for my own happiness? I can’t even be responsible for my own breakfast! (Bojack Horseman)
DavidS - Jan 15, 2013 6:57:32 pm PST #25016 of 30001
"Look, son, if it's good enough for Shirley Bassey, it's good enough for you."
It sounds cold blooded
No it doesn't. It sounds sane.
Maria - Jan 15, 2013 7:12:15 pm PST #25017 of 30001
Not so nice is that I'm about to ruin a Friday morning for a bunch of people because of a series of unfortunate events and an upset foreign government. - shrift
Pix, birthday wishes are fine. I'm not going to stop folks from doing that. It's going to be a long time before the day will be anything but sad, but life goes on. I hope.
While I feel like I'm oversharing on FB most of the time, I can't really be honest there. This is my space to get rid of the stuff in the blackest part of my heart, in the hopes that I don't bottle it up so it poisons me.
Speaking of blackened heart, the following pisses me off to no end. It was posted by a friend of his--that I had no clue existed. All it makes me wonder is where the hell was this person that she so glowingly talks about? He certainly wasn't around me.
Happy Early B-day Rob P!!! This Saturday would have been your 41st birthday bash! You were one of my very best buds who treated me like family when I felt like I had no one... You had a heart of gold and I have yet to meet a more selfless man.
To one of my best friends who I wish SO MUCH was still here! I have missed you ALL year Rob- keep flying your jets and watching over the ones who love you! I'll be having a Crown & Ginger in honor of you on Sat.! Cheers!
***A year ago we were having lunch, drinking beers & laughing about life... and I hate myself for taking that for granted. Luckily my heart carries a great deal of faith & for that blessing you're still right here with me... being the friend you always knew how to be. . . xoxo, Katie.
My pain is no more special than anyone else's, but when I didn't even know about her but they were "best buds," I get a little aggravated. I was his fucking wife. And there was so much that was kept from me.
Cass - Jan 15, 2013 7:39:22 pm PST #25018 of 30001
Bob's learned to live with tragedy, but he knows that this tragedy is one that won't ever leave him or get better.
This is my space to get rid of the stuff in the blackest part of my heart, in the hopes that I don't bottle it up so it poisons me.
I'm glad you can share the darkest parts here. And I hope that part eases.
Maria - Jan 15, 2013 7:41:46 pm PST #25019 of 30001
Not so nice is that I'm about to ruin a Friday morning for a bunch of people because of a series of unfortunate events and an upset foreign government. - shrift
And I so desperately hope that it doesn't change what you all think of me. I know I can be petty, but you are important to me and it matters how you perceive me. That group of people is a lot smaller than it used to be.
WindSparrow - Jan 15, 2013 7:47:48 pm PST #25020 of 30001
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.
Maria, you are not feeling or thinking anything unnatural or wrong. There is no judgment against you for feeling what you feel.
Cass - Jan 15, 2013 7:53:10 pm PST #25021 of 30001
Bob's learned to live with tragedy, but he knows that this tragedy is one that won't ever leave him or get better.
And I so desperately hope that it doesn't change what you all think of me.
I think you are human and wonderful. You had a difficult relationship and instead of getting a chance to deal with it and find resolution, your husband died. That's brutal. You are allowed to be angry. You are allowed to be anything you need, honestly. I think you are wonderful.
Connie Neil - Jan 15, 2013 7:59:36 pm PST #25022 of 30001
brillig
And I so desperately hope that it doesn't change what you all think of me.
That you're a woman who's dealing with one of the hardest things there is and you're confused and in a lot of pain and doing the best she can?
Nope, no change.
Atropa - Jan 15, 2013 8:00:01 pm PST #25023 of 30001
The artist formerly associated with cupcakes.
I'm glad you can share the darkest parts here. And I hope that part eases.
Yes, what Cass said.
I think you are human and wonderful. You had a difficult relationship and instead of getting a chance to deal with it and find resolution, your husband died. That's brutal. You are allowed to be angry. You are allowed to be anything you need, honestly. I think you are wonderful.
nods fiercely
Again, what Cass said. (Cass has custody of our brain tonight, which is good, because I sure as hell wasn't using it.)
Maria, my darling, you are a good person who has been through some horrible things. You are not only allowed to be petty, bitter, and vent about things, but you're absolutely entitled to.
Cass - Jan 15, 2013 8:08:47 pm PST #25024 of 30001
Bob's learned to live with tragedy, but he knows that this tragedy is one that won't ever leave him or get better.
(Cass has custody of our brain tonight, which is good, because I sure as hell wasn't using it.)
I put it in a Manhattan. Oh and there's a leftover maraschino cherry on the counter that needs to be dealt with. I put it there so I could tie the stem without eating the cherry part.