A bit better, thanks. It's been a hard day. In about 20 minutes the Cabinet will start its meeting to decide if they're accepting the terms of the cease fire. Meanwhile, millions in Israel and Gaza are waiting to hear wtf they'll decide. This sums it up pretty well: [link]

So basically, waiting for the world to bitchslap Israel and Gaza all the way to cease fire. It's not getting easier not prettier, and I try to remind myself, over and over again and especially on days such as this, that it'll be easier for these governments if the tension and the anxiety I feel will thrive into hate (not necessarily of "the enemy", but mostly to idiots who don't have the same opinions as me). Because hate is never the answer. Just like Israel-Gaza wars and operations.

Oh, Shir. D was showing me some pictures of the violence yesterday and I just wanted to cry. I don't get it. I don't understand. It's awful and stupid and sad and so many people are caught up in it on all sides.

Glad it went well, Anne.

lots of appeal~ma, erika!!!

Can't wait to see cutie Ryan pics and new puppy pics when I get home.

Today's going pretty well for a Monday, here's hoping I didn't just jinx anything.

Ginger,

man I know what you mean. I actually think it is criminal that refinances cannot occur a bit more easily if all you want to do is refi the amount you owe. I tried to refi several times after the bottom dropped out of the housing market and I couldn't get a decent mortgage.

All I wanted was a 15- or 30-year fixed, decent rate. No dice unless I wanted to pay the difference in appraised rate and my mortgage.

Oh, Shir, you of all people don't need to apologize now. But thanks for your thoughts.

I almost forgot to look at the Ryan pictures, which would have been tragic! I saw the link this morning while I was browsing on my phone and decided I would wait until I was on my computer to look at them. Ryan continues to be a cutie pie!

Shir, you're in all our thoughts.

Anne, I'm so glad things went well. What a relief.

erika, all crossables crossed for your appeal.

Ginger, of course you have all the ~ma you can use. Stupid financial people making things complicated and hard.

Oh goodness, look at those! Ryan is such a joy, and so are you, bt, for sharing his joy with us.

Patch is a cutie, Pix. I hope he's quickly back on all four paws and ready for his new, permanent family. And may Kaylee get over her displaced elder sibling snit.

Wanna hear something funny?

I live by Haifa port. Which, as I learned 5 minutes ago, is using sirens to direct the ships.

These are not the sirens that are for warning, but still. God damn.

Oh Shir. It's all so pointless and upsetting.

Patch is a cutie, Pix. I hope he's quickly back on all four paws and ready for his new, permanent family. And may Kaylee get over her displaced elder sibling snit.

He is so happy being in a home with people who love and pay attention to him—he just wants to snuggle. And Kaylee actually quite likes him; they're getting along fine for the most part, playing and running around together. I'm just working on her MINE tendencies. We've started by taking away all toys and making her lie down and stay whenever I give Patch something to play with, but she's been an only dog for two years, so I imagine it will take a little time.

Vibing hard for Shir and Nilly (and everyone in the path of the war).