{{{{{Maria}}}}} I'm so sorry.
Buffy ,'Chosen'
Spike's Bitches 47: Someone Dangerous Could Get In
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
{{{Maria}}}
I've been crazy busy at work and haven't been able to keep up with Bitches or Natter for weeks, but I miss you guys.
Thanks, sj and P-C. I really try to be grateful for what I do have, but there are certain things that make me petty still. I'm trying to change it, but you can see how successful I am with that.
Maria, love, I don't think those feelings are petty at all.
Maria, what Strix said.
I'm sorry, Maria, that's so painful.
If it's okay, I'm still going to hold out hope that you become a parent because I think you'd be so very good at it. I think you have a lot of love that you could lavish on a child.
I'm sorry, Maria. I agree with Strix, your feelings aren't petty.
Oh Maria, your feelings are your feelings and they are real. And they aren't petty, but I do know that those feelings can make you feel that way. Any way you can find to lighten your burden is a good thing.
(((Maria))
{{Maria}} Your feelings are real and not petty.
If it's okay, I'm still going to hold out hope that you become a parent because I think you'd be so very good at it. I think you have a lot of love that you could lavish on a child.
I'd like to hold on to this hope for you, too.