I'm so sorry, Sean.
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I'm so sorry, Sean. I hope that the love that he instilled in you and others help to keep his memory alive. Even with that, though, I am so sorry that a wonderful human being that you cared about so much is gone. Peace and strength to all who loved him, especially you.
What Nora said.
{{Sean}} I am so very sorry. You've had so many losses, it doesn't seem fair that the Universe just can't back the fuck off.
Labor~ma for cousin, sj.
I do have to say that....
I don't know how to say it, but I'll be okay. It hurts, but I've done a lot of work for a while, so I feel strong enough to handle it. If it had been a couple of years ago, I could not have said the same.
That being said, still a total wreck.
Well, as you know, one does not negate the other. Peace for your grieving, and thankfulness that you will come out the other side intact, eventually.
Sean, thirding what Nora said. Cherish the memories and do what you can for his family.
Sean, I'm so sorry about the loss of your friend. Your post about him teaching you to be the (amazing) person that you are could not be a better tribute.
I don't know how to say it, but I'll be okay. It hurts, but I've done a lot of work for a while, so I feel strong enough to handle it. If it had been a couple of years ago, I could not have said the same.
That being said, still a total wreck.
That's really great, Sean. You're totally allowed to still be a wreck, but I'm glad that the work you've done will serve you well here.
((((Sean))))