So, Teppy, Be Kind To Yourself!
Absolutely, this. It's self-coddle time.
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So, Teppy, Be Kind To Yourself!
Absolutely, this. It's self-coddle time.
Yeah, I can see the external factors of (1) HOLY GOD THIS PAIN, (2) my god, I am drugged up so much that a vampire drinking my blood would get stoned, (3) not enough sleep for 3 days running, (4) not enough food for 3 days running, (5) what food I have eaten isn't really what I needed.
I get that.
when my level of self care drops closer to survival mode.
You know, I just want someone to take care of *me*. Fuck self care. Fuck it in the ass.
Someone should take care of you!
Sometimes that's what a level of self care is -someone taking care of you and all the other stuff and you are only doing the sleeping, taking medicine, eating/drinking, bathroom stuff.
I have a tendency to think if I'm sick and I'm not doing stuff I'm being lazy and procrastinating and then I get mad and go all drill sgt on myself.
So I have to remind myself, that not doing stuff is okay when I'm sick/depressed/dealing with shit.
You know, I just want someone to take care of *me*. Fuck self care. Fuck it in the ass.
Oh god yes.
So I have to remind myself, that not doing stuff is okay when I'm sick/depressed/dealing with shit.
More than okay, IMO. Sometimes, it's necessary.
I'm thinking about going to Urgent Care for this migraine. I cannot believe how much it hurts. If I had this much pain in some other part of my body, I would be at Urgent Care already. I just don't know what they can do. I am not a good candidate for triptans (abortive meds), plus it's already been over 36 hours, so even if I were, I don't think they would work well anyway.
I kind of need to decide soon, because they close in an hour.
Steph, the one time I went to the walk-in for a migraine (hadn't gone away after like three or four days), they gave me a shot for the pain.
I don't have migraine experience but I say go to Urgent Care.
For that much pain, I'd consider Urgent Care.
Teppy, go.