The money was too good. I got stupid.

Jayne ,'Ariel'


Spike's Bitches 47: Someone Dangerous Could Get In  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


Steph L. - Jul 23, 2012 3:17:36 pm PDT #17662 of 30001
this mess was yours / now your mess is mine

Yeah, I can see the external factors of (1) HOLY GOD THIS PAIN, (2) my god, I am drugged up so much that a vampire drinking my blood would get stoned, (3) not enough sleep for 3 days running, (4) not enough food for 3 days running, (5) what food I have eaten isn't really what I needed.

I get that.

when my level of self care drops closer to survival mode.

You know, I just want someone to take care of *me*. Fuck self care. Fuck it in the ass.


askye - Jul 23, 2012 3:24:33 pm PDT #17663 of 30001
Thrive to spite them

Someone should take care of you!

Sometimes that's what a level of self care is -someone taking care of you and all the other stuff and you are only doing the sleeping, taking medicine, eating/drinking, bathroom stuff.

I have a tendency to think if I'm sick and I'm not doing stuff I'm being lazy and procrastinating and then I get mad and go all drill sgt on myself.

So I have to remind myself, that not doing stuff is okay when I'm sick/depressed/dealing with shit.


Connie Neil - Jul 23, 2012 3:32:09 pm PDT #17664 of 30001
brillig

You know, I just want someone to take care of *me*. Fuck self care. Fuck it in the ass.

Oh god yes.


Anne W. - Jul 23, 2012 3:38:16 pm PDT #17665 of 30001
The lost sheep grow teeth, forsake their lambs, and lie with the lions.

So I have to remind myself, that not doing stuff is okay when I'm sick/depressed/dealing with shit.

More than okay, IMO. Sometimes, it's necessary.


Steph L. - Jul 23, 2012 3:53:30 pm PDT #17666 of 30001
this mess was yours / now your mess is mine

I'm thinking about going to Urgent Care for this migraine. I cannot believe how much it hurts. If I had this much pain in some other part of my body, I would be at Urgent Care already. I just don't know what they can do. I am not a good candidate for triptans (abortive meds), plus it's already been over 36 hours, so even if I were, I don't think they would work well anyway.

I kind of need to decide soon, because they close in an hour.


Dana - Jul 23, 2012 3:59:42 pm PDT #17667 of 30001
I haven't trusted science since I saw the film "Flubber."

Steph, the one time I went to the walk-in for a migraine (hadn't gone away after like three or four days), they gave me a shot for the pain.


askye - Jul 23, 2012 4:00:33 pm PDT #17668 of 30001
Thrive to spite them

I don't have migraine experience but I say go to Urgent Care.


Cass - Jul 23, 2012 4:06:49 pm PDT #17669 of 30001
Bob's learned to live with tragedy, but he knows that this tragedy is one that won't ever leave him or get better.

For that much pain, I'd consider Urgent Care.


sj - Jul 23, 2012 4:08:10 pm PDT #17670 of 30001
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."

Teppy, go.


Steph L. - Jul 23, 2012 4:10:08 pm PDT #17671 of 30001
this mess was yours / now your mess is mine

Okay, going to go. Stupid painweasels.