Oh, then not who I thought, and now I'm not sure. Pm me on fb, please.
'Serenity'
Spike's Bitches 47: Someone Dangerous Could Get In
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
Never mind, Strix. I figured it out. Well, that's a baldfaced lie. I back channelled it out. Get better, honey.
can only say that I hope having us here to say the kinds of things you can't say out loud is as much a refuge for you as it was for me.
Fuck yes. I have told you people things I won't tell my own family over the last four months. I seriously would not be half as OK as I am without this place.
{{{Strix}}}
Fuck yes. I have told you people things I won't tell my own family
WROD.
Er, sorry, Cindy about the obfuscation! Glad you figured it out. I R ME!
Fuck yes. I have told you people things I won't tell my own family
YES. This. Talking to you people let's me get things out of my system, and then go "Oh hey, I should do something about that."
Cindy! Strix! Shir! Yaaay peoples.
And happy birthday, Hec!
Cindy! Strix! Shir! Yaaay peoples.
What Jilli said.
{{{Strix}}} I'm sorry things have been so difficult lately. I hope as your arm heals and you can type more, you'll begin to feel better.
can only say that I hope having us here to say the kinds of things you can't say out loud is as much a refuge for you as it was for me.
Fuck yes. I have told you people things I won't tell my own family over the last four months. I seriously would not be half as OK as I am without this place.
It is. It is a sanctuary.
I mean, mostly that means I am crying now but at least that is better than the numb depression I've been in for a couple of days. Because numb depression when I am even alone even is bad. I hate crying in front of people but I did in a parking lot today anyway and I am doing it now here. Which is kinda a step forward.
I don't know anything concrete on Dad. I just have lost most of my optimism and I am waiting for some tests that I don't think are going to be great news. And being so far from the house is really isolating in terms of communication.
{{{{{Cass}}}}} You can cry here anytime you need to. I wish I was close enough to give you an actual hug and not just a virtual one. Continued ~ma for your dad.
I'm so sorry, Cass.
Our friend/landlord just got laid off, and one of the perks of his job was the house on the military base where he works. So now the backroom, which became my room with my computer and genealogy and beading and books has to be cleaned out for him to move into. Yes, it's his house, and he could be saying "I need the house, you need to move," but dammit! He's got a houseload of stuff that will need to go somewhere, and he's got a cat of his own, and there are already three people in this house, and dammit!
Maybe he'll find a job in Salt Lake or somewhere and he'll find a place to live quick.