I tend to invent my own organizational systems that only make sense to me, and they're in a constant state of flux. I feel better when things are organized, but it's definitely not my natural state.

I had a good day today. No particular reason. Got some things done, chatted with friends, whipped up a good dinner. And I might be meeting up with a guy from OKC tomorrow.

Speaking of, protip for any male (or female) Buffistas: none, and I mean none of your profile pictures should be poorly lit camwhore shots clearly taken in a public bathroom. Also, boys? Would you please smile in at least one picture? Damn.

Smonster, I really want to teleport you here for F2F so we can coddle you and tell you how awesome you are. Dammit. Glad you have a date, though, albeit a bad photographed, unsmiling one.

Oh fuck no, I'm not going out with that guy. Heh. But somber faces are a recurring theme in OKC profiles, as are crappy camwhore pics.

And yes, I wish I had a teleporter for the f2f. I keep telling myself it'll all be worth it, when I'm out of debt and stuff, but it's hard right now. And I'm sorry if I am annoying and all "Woe is me I am broke and shit," but y'all know by now that I process things out loud, so to speak (that's not directed at you, Pix, just a general comment. I'm always worried that I am annoying with the way I tend to fixate on things in my life). Still, I think I'm approximately 72% sunnier in disposition than I was just a couple of years ago, so that's good.

Tom and I went out today and did fun stuff! We have been falling into crazy hermitude- I think we just need our vacation really bad, and we're in the final month coming up to it. But we had no plans, and needed to leave the house, so we went downtown and swung by a few festivals and didn't even get rained on!

Also had a few lovely cocktails at this place, which I really like going to, but don't get to as often as I'd like. Their Dark & Stormy is crazy good, and I also had a lovely gin gimlet variation.

Then nap, then takeout, then watching Star Trek Deep Space Nine. Now bed!

But somber faces are a recurring theme in OKC profiles, as are crappy camwhore pics.

Thanks to tommyrot I now picture this. I sincerely hope these aren't actual OKC profiles, if only because I'd hope that someone looking for sex would make just a bit more effort to seem desirable.

Thanks to tommyrot I now picture this

Note that many of the pictures are unsmiling? I'm willing to bet those are real profiles. I'd look at my "enemies" but they'd be able to see that I'm looking at their profiles, and I don't want to attract their attention.

Tom and I went out today and did fun stuff!

Whee! I have yet to visit that place, looks awesome.

That's gotta be a girl's night out location soon! Wanted to include it for the pub crawl a few weeks ago, but... too many places to go!

I'm willing to bet those are real profiles.

Really? I had no idea that some people just put their ids on parade.

[edited to add context]

This is a for real first message I just got from a guy:

Wow! I wanna play pppol with you and keep you awake all night

Here's one from the welder I was chatting with, when I asked for clarifcation on answers he'd given to some questions (one's answers are used to determine how good a match y'all are, etc.).

Well never mind.

Please step away.

I don't need another judging me.

I would really like someone to care. I want to be important to someone.

Someone buys his passive-aggressiveness in bulk at the health food store.

And then, despite the fact that my profile CLEARLY states that I'm not interested in polyamory, I got this one the other day:

my girlfriend and i want another woman to become part of our relationship in every aspect of it not just for sex. interested?

Good times, good times.

About half my books are packed. Need more small boxes. Have medium boxes, but that would be way too heavy, if filled with books. Legs are tired. Can't carry the boxes, so sit on floor and push with legs. Oy. That's a workout.

And here it is 9:30, and I realize, I've only eaten a bowl of cereal all day. Strangely, not hungry.

Talked to my dad. Treatments are done. They will test in a few weeks to see if they zapped everything. Doctor is confident they have.