Nora, let me know if you need another jump.

Whinging ahead, sorry.

I am feeling all lonely and loser-y. I know this is not reality-based, and I need to make a list of local people to reach out to when I feel like this. PMS sucks. I need to stop waiting around for StW to call (he's swamped with work) and go places by myself instead of missing out. I need to feed the animals and myself right now, and everything feels impossible. Thank god I don't feel like this all the time any more. But I do feel like this now, and as before I'm torn between wanting to reach out and being afraid of rejection if I do.

Other people's lives aren't about me.

I also need to pick one little thing and do it, and see if it gives me momentum. And as always, I have a hard time telling the difference between needing downtime and being lazy.

Now to feed the animals and myself.

eta hmm, maybe I'll watch Ginger Snaps Back: The Beginning and eat All The Ice Cream.

Feed yourself and critters and then ice cream up, smonster. PMS is really a bitch and it's so fucking not reality.

The chicken was, in fact, awesome.

I really want to make some now. I should plan that soon. Fall means I can roast things and it's bonus heat for my place that also smells good.

{{smonster}} I'm sorry sweetie. We aren't doing anything fun but feel free to come over and watch Breaking Bad with us! (we are mainlining the first season, and are about 6 eps through)

Yeah, the car battery is dead (or the alternator or something) so we are gonna pick up a rental tomorrow morning. I don't want to roust you out of bed, but if you're up a little bit before 9am or so, we could roll with another jump (or a ride to Budget). Don't worry about it though, we can get a cab if you need a lie-in.

I don't think I could handle Breaking Bad right now, from what I've heard about it, but many thanks!

Yes, give me a call in the morning, it'll get me up and to the laundromat at a decent hour. Sorry about the battery!

eta also, I just slammed the shit out of my thumb in a drawer, so apparently the universe decided I needed to cry and get it all out.

Animals and self fed, now engaging phase two: chocolate and werewolves.

hugs smonster gently

PMS does, indeed, suck. Muchly.

Thanks, Anne.

Am also giving myself a Halloween pedicure: orange, then crackle black, then shimmery orange.

I love the idea of Ginger Snaps and ice cream. I hope it makes you feel better, my dear.

It did, somewhat. I'm dling the first one now, since I've never seen it.

Ended up doing my fingernails, too, a Wet n Wild duochrome. Just took Frankie for his night walkies and now to bed.

Wow y'all talk a lot in a month!

{{{{{Buffistas}}}}}}

Thanks for all the well wishes.

I've also lost 50+ pounds...