I mean, I'm sure he's feeling lost, too, but he doesn't have to be an asshole about it. wrod.

Wishing you and your family strength, amyth.

Book~ma, Barb, and happy launch day.

Shir, you're such a star! Let us know how it goes. I hope they make real changes as a result of your campaigning.

Tel Aviv city council member just emailed me about Hollaback Israel, asking to meet with me and talk about how to make the streets of Tel Aviv-Yafo safer to women. With laws and whatnot.

This is excellent. It's great to feel you're making a difference.

Thanks, y'all. So much.

Ah, my middle brother. So funny, so charming, so smart, and by far one of the most self-involved people I have ever met. He's amaaaaayzing. I've learned not to expect anything from him over the years, but he still manages to surprise me.

I'm know that he's in a lot of pain over this. He and my other brother grew up together, whereas there's a seventeen-year gap between me and them. Just his way of dealing with it is so foreign to me. It's like he only perceives it through the lens of how it will affect him: his own mortality and how he has planned for retirement, whether or not S. will come out of the coma and be able to interact with him and make the trip somehow "worth it," how the phone conversations with my SiL are stressing him out because she gets upset. It never even occurs to him that there is an entire family in pain that might benefit from him going to New York, or that there is a tiny part of our brother that might perceive him coming to visit, even in the depths of his coma. (Or even that he himself would get something out of seeing S. one more time even if he isn't conscious; I know I did.)

As always with him, I just gotta let it go. Let. It. Go.

{{{{{{{{amyth, SiL, nephew}}}}}}}} lots of ~ma for all of you. And may your middle brother learn better empathy.

Hugs to you, amyth.

My heart goes out to you and your family, amyth. Your assessment of your brother sounds spot on to me, not that it makes things any easier for you.

{{{{amyth}}}}

{{{amyth}}}

Do you have rides and whatnot arranged for the surgery next week? Please let me know if I can help you with anything.

Thanks, Calli! I'm not sure what day the surgery is going to be next week, though we're shooting for Thursday. I'll keep you posted, though.

Also, insent.