I feel pretty weird and I guess it's just the depression. I've been looking forward to this trip for a while. I've been pretty unhappy since moving to LA and miss the Bay Area LOADS. Yet I'm not packed, I'm not motivated to do all the planning and preparing I should. I'm not acting like I'm raring to go. When I am.
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Oh, I do the same thing, Spidra. Even if I want to go on a trip, I fret and procrastinate on packing until the very last moment. Mainly because I'm stressing about *exactly* the right things to pack.
We will see more bald eagles tomorrow, when we visit the National Eagle Center in Wabasha, MN...
I saw a bald eagle flying over town a couple of weeks ago. Very cool. I wished it many rodents.
Yay bald eagles! That`s all I got, really, because I am wiped. Oh, I got to show people a condor at the Grand Canyon. It`s one of my favorite things to do, but nobody is ever as impressed as me.
Bald eagles are amazing creatures.
Yay Jilli on the all clear. That reminds me, I need to make a mammo appointment myself. Been procrastinating on that one a bit.
I'm sitting here, not any more packed, when I should be packed and going to bed for an early morning wakeup.
Had another infantilizing interaction with my mom and it's just got me wanting to give up precisely when I need my fight most. I'll never manage to get out of here (by which I mean the situation of having to live with my parents and 2 younger siblings) if the depression just demotivates me like this.
{{{Spidra}}} Have a good trip - I hope it takes your mind off things so you can relax and, if you need to, think clearly.
Thanks, Seska. I'm pretty sure I'll enjoy it. I just would have enjoyed it more if I'd found where my air mattress pump is, etc. :)
I hope your day goes well!
Thanks! Interviewing. Gah. Like erika says, you meet some people you'd rather you hadn't. Crossing fingers for one or even two decent ones!