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Spike's Bitches 46: Don't I get a cookie?  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


Spidra Webster - Sep 29, 2010 4:07:18 pm PDT #4577 of 30000
I wish I could just go somewhere to get flensed but none of the whaling ships near me take Medicare.

I feel pretty weird and I guess it's just the depression. I've been looking forward to this trip for a while. I've been pretty unhappy since moving to LA and miss the Bay Area LOADS. Yet I'm not packed, I'm not motivated to do all the planning and preparing I should. I'm not acting like I'm raring to go. When I am.


Zenkitty - Sep 29, 2010 5:30:02 pm PDT #4578 of 30000
Every now and then, I think I might actually be a little odd.

Oh, I do the same thing, Spidra. Even if I want to go on a trip, I fret and procrastinate on packing until the very last moment. Mainly because I'm stressing about *exactly* the right things to pack.


DCJensen - Sep 29, 2010 6:37:37 pm PDT #4579 of 30000
All is well that ends in pizza.

We will see more bald eagles tomorrow, when we visit the National Eagle Center in Wabasha, MN...


Connie Neil - Sep 29, 2010 7:05:19 pm PDT #4580 of 30000
brillig

I saw a bald eagle flying over town a couple of weeks ago. Very cool. I wished it many rodents.


Liese S. - Sep 29, 2010 7:51:45 pm PDT #4581 of 30000
"Faded like the lilac, he thought."

Yay bald eagles! That`s all I got, really, because I am wiped. Oh, I got to show people a condor at the Grand Canyon. It`s one of my favorite things to do, but nobody is ever as impressed as me.


Burrell - Sep 29, 2010 8:50:37 pm PDT #4582 of 30000
Why did Darth Vader cross the road? To get to the Dark Side!

Bald eagles are amazing creatures.

Yay Jilli on the all clear. That reminds me, I need to make a mammo appointment myself. Been procrastinating on that one a bit.


Spidra Webster - Sep 29, 2010 8:54:12 pm PDT #4583 of 30000
I wish I could just go somewhere to get flensed but none of the whaling ships near me take Medicare.

I'm sitting here, not any more packed, when I should be packed and going to bed for an early morning wakeup.

Had another infantilizing interaction with my mom and it's just got me wanting to give up precisely when I need my fight most. I'll never manage to get out of here (by which I mean the situation of having to live with my parents and 2 younger siblings) if the depression just demotivates me like this.


Seska (the Watcher-in-Training) - Sep 29, 2010 10:38:48 pm PDT #4584 of 30000
"We're all stories, in the end. Just make it a good one, eh?"

{{{Spidra}}} Have a good trip - I hope it takes your mind off things so you can relax and, if you need to, think clearly.


Spidra Webster - Sep 29, 2010 10:54:43 pm PDT #4585 of 30000
I wish I could just go somewhere to get flensed but none of the whaling ships near me take Medicare.

Thanks, Seska. I'm pretty sure I'll enjoy it. I just would have enjoyed it more if I'd found where my air mattress pump is, etc. :)

I hope your day goes well!


Seska (the Watcher-in-Training) - Sep 29, 2010 11:03:32 pm PDT #4586 of 30000
"We're all stories, in the end. Just make it a good one, eh?"

Thanks! Interviewing. Gah. Like erika says, you meet some people you'd rather you hadn't. Crossing fingers for one or even two decent ones!