I'm sitting here, not any more packed, when I should be packed and going to bed for an early morning wakeup.
Had another infantilizing interaction with my mom and it's just got me wanting to give up precisely when I need my fight most. I'll never manage to get out of here (by which I mean the situation of having to live with my parents and 2 younger siblings) if the depression just demotivates me like this.
{{{Spidra}}} Have a good trip - I hope it takes your mind off things so you can relax and, if you need to, think clearly.
Thanks, Seska. I'm pretty sure I'll enjoy it. I just would have enjoyed it more if I'd found where my air mattress pump is, etc. :)
I hope your day goes well!
Thanks! Interviewing. Gah. Like erika says, you meet some people you'd rather you hadn't. Crossing fingers for one or even two decent ones!
I scheduled extra office hours for this morning, because my students have an exam on Monday, and this was pretty much the only time that I could work in extra hours, but it's pouring rain and I doubt anybody will come. So I'm eating pretzels and playing online.
That ain't at all bad, Hil!
I was up every hour last night to empty the bucket where it was RAINING IN MY FUCKING BEDROOM, and couldn't stay home to sleep and clean up because I was scheduled to teach workshops for 4 classes today.
The classes forgot to tell me they were rescheduling.
There are really no words in any human language for the amount of tired and cranky I has.
amyth, that's awful. I'd be pissed as hell, not just cranky!
It's... not a fun day so far. But at least moving the workshops to next week gets me out of a staff meeting?