Yeah, I was tired around midnight but having the laptop near me is definitely a deterrent to sleep. I'm turning it off now. Really.

I am perplexed, and a little flustrated, though not nearly as much.

I seem to be hitting 3-4 hours of sleep on 20 mgs and POW. Awake. I am usually a person who needs at least 8 hours.

And I've been active, and eating healthy, and writing and such!

I finally looked at the bottle last night, and I see that the manufacturer is a new one to me. Drat. I always get my Ambien at Target, cause Walgreen and CVS manufacturer's Ambien is not efficacious to me, or mys sister. I know I've talked about this before.

Wouldn't you KNOW? I'm fine, but just rolling my eyes forever. All this hoo-ra to get it, and I get a shitty non-worky generic!

@@. Ah, well. I am awake, and I will get some shit done today. Good morning, all!

Interesting. I am doing some research on sleep, and discovered Delayed Sleep Phase Disorder, which I had not previously encountered, and it is shockingly specific to my difficulties and patterns from adolescence on.

VERY interesting, and I am going to bring it up with my therapist, when I can afford to see her again, and am going to try and implement as many as the therapeutic suggestions as possible in the meantime.

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Steph, IIRC, you have used a light-box for SAD, I believe. Are they hideously pricy, and can the benefits be mimicked by exposure to sunlight?

I'm glad to hear all of the good news for JZ and Hec's family - birthday and preschool Matilda likes.

Erin, I admire the way you handle your sleep situation.

cute coworker confirmed dinner for Friday

I don't mean to push or anything, but if by the time I'll be coming to visit next year two won't be married and expecting, I might be very disappointed (Kidding! But you know, you just sound so cute together, in my head).

The Death Clock Is Counting Them: But Where Are These Women?

The best thing about living in a nationalist, past-socialist country, besides the pretty much good health care? Pre natal and post natal care are superb. The country wants me to reproduce.

I've been away lately because "shenanigans" happening with so called liberal, enlightened "left"(overs) in my country. [link] The last story is beyond disgrace. I'll quote myself in an email I sent to Hollaback group:

...after several cases of harassment and rape attempts of women during demonstrations went unreported and silenced, so that the "fight for peace won't get hurt". This "storm" brought the "feminist cat" out of the bag, so to speak, and showed why it's so important to have a strong feminist movement is Israel, with a clear, strong agenda of women's - all women's - rights in the holy land, unrelated to their religion or their ethnic origin. It's a struggle just to clarify why it's important in the first place, even within the "natural" habitat for women's rights, the liberal left. It's even more of a struggle for us, the Israeli Hollabackers, to explain ourselves why we should write about cases on which we were harassed by Palestinians. Even with the anti-racist policy and the veil of ignorance that Hollaback rightly demands and uses, non of us originally thought that we should write about such cases - yes, even when the readers don't know the identity of the harasser. Between the political reality and the specific nature of street harassment in Israel, we're writing a special article for the site that will cover these very delicate points.

I'm shocked and saddened to see how many liberal leftists, both men and women, are so eager to ditch the safety of women in both Israeli and Palestine societies, and act as if having peace will solve everything de facto. How many are willing to sacrifice the safety of my sisters and me, and order us "not to make a big deal about few stories", or to "let it be solved within the community", while they'll be out shouting if another "closed" community won't bring this out to the press and the courts. I can't even bear reading the comments anymore, in blogs I usually trust. I can't believe we're in a situation where it's almost impossible to be both "liberal-leftist" and a feminist.

not yet. Catching up on DVR'd shows. Here comes Chuck!

That was my evening last night. Ryan woke up in distress about an hour after he went to bed. When I picked him up he started vomiting solidly for about five minutes. Finally we get him cleaned up and calmed down and back into bed; an hour later, he woke up and did it all again. The final session just saw him crying and dry retching.

He's better tonight so far (fingers crossed).

Sleep well, Trudy.

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Huh. I didn't actually hit the post button before going to bed myself. Well, I hope it was a good sleep.

Teppy, it's National Punctuation Day!

Oh, Shir. What a tough situation. I'm not sure what kind of encouragement or support I can give you other than words, but I'm glad and proud that you are not willing to be silent.

Poor, wee Ryan. I hope you feel better soon.

Timelies!

Aidan loved his day off, went to bed on time, didn't wet the bed, and went to school cheerful this morning. Whew. I guess he needed a mental health day.

I'm curious about smonster's job offer and Barb's C&D back-off letter. I hope the multi-dates go well.

I'm glad Matilda liked her visit to the new school. Kara still talks about how much she misses the apartment building we lived in when she was born, but she doesn't really remember it.

Hil, insent.

And... that's really all I've got. I thought there was more...

Hil, insent.

I have to check on one thing first, but I think the answer is yes.