Aimee, based on your description of Em's academics, it sounds like the only reason to hold her back is to allow for social/emotional growth. Her academics sound about on par for a 1st grader to me. But in some ways social/emotional growth can be reason enough, as long as you don't think she'll be bored by the curriculum. I still worry regularly that I should have held Franny back.

I think your concerns about the lack of structure in the classroom and her teacher's age inappropriate behavior are very valid, too. I'm agree with Pix that repeating isn't a bad idea, but not if she'd be with the same teacher.

Well, I ran out of spoons yesterday and had to go home after only an hour at work (hoping my colleagues weren't judging me). I may be working too hard. Not stopping me going in today, of course. Too much to do. At least I'm still enjoying it!

One common trait among people who have ADD/ADHD is missing social cues. Part of the mental process, is that our (non-existent) filters let everything in - so we end up lost in a flood of sensory information, sometimes to the point of having it appear to shut down. It's kind of like a bed of nails - one sharp poke-y thing may kill you, but if enough sharp poke-y things come packed together like commuters in a subway, you don't feel much. (As I understand it, some aspects of what goes on in the minds of persons with autism spectrum disorders is similar - only exponentially more intense)

Yep, can completely relate to that. And to people's experiences shared here about early school experiences when you're a bit different. I remember a teacher who labelled me as stupid, and picked on me because I couldn't always answer questions, but it was a vicious cycle - I got intensely stressed because I knew she wanted answers to questions, and as a result I was too distracted to listen properly. It sounds like you're making really sensible decisions on moving her, Aims. Like Hil, I've had trouble all my life with unstructured time/flexible deadlines - and Hil has a PhD and I'm working towards one. Aims, wishing you good decisions with regards to Em's situation, and wishing her the best outcome where she can learn most effectively.

sj, ongoing thoughts for your friend L and her family.

Zen, I'm glad you weren't in an emergency situation, and also that one of the firemen was hot.

DJ, I'm sorry about your cousin. But that sounds like a great send-off.

Wedding planning with The Girl is so entertaining. There's uncle and aunt that we don't like but were talked into inviting by my grandmother. The Girl just forwarded me an e-mail from them, confirming their attendance. The forward just said "Bum."

Best of luck in making such a difficult decision, Aims. I, too, have confidence that you and Joe will give Em the support she needs, whatever shape that takes.

Seska, that made me chuckle.

Cass, adding my gratitude that you're not on fire.

I love my therapist because he doesn't pat my head and tell me it'll all get better. He says things like, "You are hideously inept at getting yourself out of bad situations, so maybe try not getting into them, or at least set a time limit."

If she's held back this year, does that mean she has to stay in the less-structured setting?

Not all. I'm hoping to actually have her in the more structured classroom on Monday.

Or would she be able to move to the structured setting but still be back a grade level?

This. My first priority is getting her into a different setting. I'm not making any decision on retention until I see how she does in a traditional classroom. We've been talking to Em about stuff because she's savvy - she gets that things are afoot - and she said that she wishes she were in Kindergarten this year because it's "much more funner" than first grade. Which made me laugh because she spent a morning in Kindergarten last week and all they did was color and stamp. Of course she wants to be in Kindergarten!

she spent a morning in Kindergarten last week and all they did was color and stamp. Of course she wants to be in Kindergarten!

Heck, I kinda want to be in Kindergarten myself

ETA: I'm sorry--I don't have anything particularly constructive to add to the conversation. But it's great you're considering so many factors that may be affecting Em's work, instead of just shaking a finger and saying, "Do better, kid!"

smonster, I just want you to know that I created a new ringtone for you last night, so know that if you call I will be tickled with delight to hear "I'm not here for your entertainment, you don't want to mess with me tonight. Just and take a lesson, I was fine before you walked into my life", etc.

Not "tickled (by) Pink," Vortex?

smonster, I think you made the right call about B, regardless of how generally awesome he can be. He can't/won't give you what you want/need, and that's extremely significant. The setup is pretty much guaranteed to keep you dangling and hurting.

Aims- good luck with your decision making and plans. Sounds like there's a lot to consider, but I am glad that you have many Buffista perspectives in the mix as well!

Speaking of self-directed tasks and not being motivated... wow, I am really not up for doing anything today here at work.

smonster, I love your therapist too...except for the hideously bad thing. I've learned over the years that patting someone on the head pretty much just pounds them down, more securely in the spot where they stand. Not particularly useful for forward motion.

And hey, did you get an email in response to your last one to me? If not, I can resend.

I'm playing hooky, today. I do have a bit of an upset tummy, but I'm as much staying home in support of all the teachers and other folks taking time off today to protest our governor's budget repair bill.

I really love my city, the support everyone is showing for the state employees who are going to get screwed by that bill is little short of phenomenol. There have been protest marches every day this week up to the capitol from campus. 700 students from my old high school marched up to the capitol yesterday (1/4 of the student body), another local high school is doing the same thing today. My high school is closed today because all the teachers called in sick. So, even though my tummy bug is minor, I decidedd to call in sick, too. I just...need to be near restroom facilities at any given moment. ::insert wry grin here::