((((Jilli and family))))
'Destiny'
Spike's Bitches 46: Don't I get a cookie?
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
I'm so sorry Jilli.
I said my goodbye to her last night, because, well, her condition is causing her not to look like my Mom anymore, and Pete and Dad flat out said I'm not to come back to the hospital. Dad will call me when the time comes.
Oh, sweetie. I'm wiping my eyes, because I just cried a little bit for you and your family. I'm so, so sorry.
Oh, no. I'm so sorry, Jilli.
I'm so sorry, Jilli. You're all in my thoughts.
I'm sorry, Jilli.
(Apologies to Jilli, as this is completely petty compared to your issue)
Hrmph. I am feeling very grumpy today. And also feeling irked that I am female and supposed to be like, friendly and shit.
Which is to say, I went to the doctor for a potentially unpleasant procedure (it ended up being just uncomfortable, but not nearly as bad as it could've been, yay good news). And she's running late, and I'm anxious and just want to get it OVER with, and it's morning. And she's trying to be all chatty and friendly and talk about where I work and yadda yadda, tell me more about the procedure, and I felt annoyed that in responding "Yes. No. Can we just do this?" I was being un-feminine. Hrmph. I feel like a male doctor and patient wouldn't have nearly the same expectations. Maybe I'm wrong. But grr regardless. Now how do I get out of this mood, since even the good news of it not being bad news is not helping? (Though admittedly, seeing the number on the scale, which is a new high EVER for me, was not helpful)
Wishing to be treated in a certain way doesn't make you unfeminine.
Much love to you, Jilli, and Pete and your Dad.
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