Yeah, I think being black and female hamstrings me in that particular disguise.
I hate people. You'd think I was asking for shit that took effort or ran risks. Or didn't have experienced medical approval. You know.
Dawn: I thought you were adequate. Giles: And the accolades keep pouring in. I'd best take my leave before my head swells any larger. Good night.
'First Date'
Natter 66: Get Your Kicks.
Off-topic discussion. Wanna talk about corsets, pandas, duct tape, or physics? This is the place. Detailed discussion of any current-season TV must be whitefonted.
§ ita § - Oct 03, 2010 3:45:43 am PDT #27434 of 30001
Well not canonically, no, but this is transformative fiction.
§ ita § - Oct 03, 2010 3:46:55 am PDT #27435 of 30001
Well not canonically, no, but this is transformative fiction.
Guessed right. Original script was for 2mg of dilaudid. Do they not even read anymore?
Jesse - Oct 03, 2010 3:50:04 am PDT #27436 of 30001
Sometimes I trip on how happy we could be.
Jesus christ. You would think having records would help.
§ ita § - Oct 03, 2010 4:03:24 am PDT #27437 of 30001
Well not canonically, no, but this is transformative fiction.
Apparently these records say I have been sufficiently apnic multiple times that I was administered narcan to reverse the effects of the dilaudid. Really? She was a little too smug assuring me that perhaps I don't remember because I ALMOST DIED. But you know what bitch? I'm actually paying attention here. Every visit is important to me. My life revolves around the outcome.
If you all gave me narcan and I don't know about it now, I never knew. And that's not responsible doctoring.
Also, I've been threatened with narcan to keep me in line (seriously), and that nurse took pains to assure me it was a horrible experience I would regret with every fibre of my being.
Or, you know, forget all about it. Six of one…
Kat - Oct 03, 2010 4:25:09 am PDT #27438 of 30001
"I keep to a strict diet of ill-advised enthusiasm and heartfelt regret." Leigh Bardugo
oh damn, ita. I wish that this were not your experience.I wish that things went as smoothly as possible instead of a fucked up experience.
msbelle - Oct 03, 2010 4:34:36 am PDT #27439 of 30001
I remember the crazy days. 500 posts an hour. Nubmer! Natgbsb
I want to illegally horde drugs, learn to put in an IV and have ita take vacation at my house. FUCK THAT BITCH LADY DR.!
ALso, mac is a pill, that is all. as you will notice, we are not at church.
Jesse - Oct 03, 2010 4:35:15 am PDT #27440 of 30001
Sometimes I trip on how happy we could be.
Holy shit. Why oh why can't you get the good ones every week??
brenda m - Oct 03, 2010 4:52:50 am PDT #27441 of 30001
If you're going through hell/keep on going/don't slow down/keep your fear from showing/you might be gone/'fore the devil even knows you're there
Jesus Christ.
My mother's migraine doctor cut her off of her meds for drug seeking. If I ever happen to meet that man I swear to god I will not be responsible for my actions.
§ ita § - Oct 03, 2010 5:03:13 am PDT #27442 of 30001
Well not canonically, no, but this is transformative fiction.
And! A parting note in my discharge "Please see your pain specialist because the ER is not a good way to manage chronic pain."
Oh, my fucking god! Upon further consideration, you are totally right. I will stop doing it this way ASAP, and get my life righted lickety split.
Man, if it weren't for some people, I'd still have problems. But, no more!
JZ - Oct 03, 2010 5:03:25 am PDT #27443 of 30001
See? I gave everybody here an opportunity to tell me what a bad person I am and nobody did, because I fuckin' rule.
Oh, God, ita, what an utter nightmare. I don't understand what is wrong with these people. You make these regular visits, you're extremely well informed about your complex issues, and you have a lengthy history documented by a competent, reputable local doctor who can detail exactly what's been tried when and what works and doesn't, and I cannot for the life of me understand why these other people consistently cannot listen to and read the history and follow the damn instructions. It's just pointless cruelty to put you through the same stupid wringer every single time.