Suzi, did you get my email last night, with the link?

Things I learned today:
4 hours at a dentist office is too fricking long

I can in fact mentally swear at people and yell "just figure out how to take the god damn xray already" and have them understand me.

Thinking I could go back to the office after the dentist was just dumb.

Things I hope to learn today:
That somehow this time Vicodin will work for me without making me wish I hadn't taken it.

Ugh, Perkins. That sounds like a big load of no fun.

What does Vicodin do to you, Perkins?

Man, I so want to bolt and go home. Perversely, however, I'm thinking that if I stay away from home I can tough it through this migraine and avoid taking a dose of painkillers. Which is stupid, but I really really don't want to take any.

Okay, having typed that out it's really irrational.

I don't feel well. I shouldn't be planning to stay out until 7, much less 9. I have nothing to prove.

Except, of course, for everything I want to prove.

Painkillers make me itchy, but once they kick in I don't really care.

That's a reaaally long appointment, Perkins.

I shouldn't be planning to stay out until 7, much less 9.

What's the work dinner thing for?

Dang, Perkins. Glad that's over and I hope the Vicodin is more help than not.

What's the work dinner thing for?

Celebrate our general awesomeness?

I'm not even sure. As time ticks away I'm getting more and more reticent. The one guy in the department I usually talk to isn't going to be there, and I don't feel like making new friends with co-workers.

Weirdly, I feel less reticent about the life drawing, because I can totally ignore people there, or act like someone completely different. It doesn't matter. Also, the idea of just sleeping in my car (or going home and pretending I'm actually going to leave again for the life drawing, which would never actually happen, given traffic and painkiller availability) is becoming more and more attractive.

Dammit.

My head hurts.

I hate this.

That sounds well worthy of hate.

If it's not a mandatory get-looked-askance-at-if-you-don't-go thing, maybe treat yourself to a quick dinner somewhere near the class, and just do that?

Ugh, ita.

On the vicodin, I just don't like the particular way it makes me feel not all the way there.

Perkins, may the Vicodin do you right.

ita, take care of yourself. You have limited spoons, you know.

Just realized I forgot to take my meds again, checked the pill caddy and it had been two days. Now waiting for them to kick in and take away the weird brain feelings. ::sigh:: Not batting very high on the adult scale, this week.

DJ, wanted to clarify that I'm happy to talk on the phone about PC. Just don't have energy to try and type it all out coherently.