Do I wish I was somebody else right now. Somebody not... married, not madly in love with a beautiful woman who can kill me with her pinkie!

Wash ,'Our Mrs. Reynolds'


Spike's Bitches 45: That sure as hell wasn't in the brochure.  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


Hil R. - Jan 25, 2010 6:11:31 pm PST #7869 of 30000
Sometimes I think I might just move up to Vermont, open a bookstore or a vegan restaurant. Adam Schlesinger, z''l

Fuck. I think a panic attack is coming on. I could feel it starting this afternoon, and skipped a bunch of errands that I knew could trigger it, but now I really need to calm myself down, and I can't.


Hil R. - Jan 25, 2010 6:16:28 pm PST #7870 of 30000
Sometimes I think I might just move up to Vermont, open a bookstore or a vegan restaurant. Adam Schlesinger, z''l

Damn. Crying.


Anne W. - Jan 25, 2010 6:17:03 pm PST #7871 of 30000
The lost sheep grow teeth, forsake their lambs, and lie with the lions.

{{{Hil}}}

Is there anything we can do for you?


sj - Jan 25, 2010 6:19:59 pm PST #7872 of 30000
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."

(((Hil)))


Hil R. - Jan 25, 2010 6:21:26 pm PST #7873 of 30000
Sometimes I think I might just move up to Vermont, open a bookstore or a vegan restaurant. Adam Schlesinger, z''l

Thanks. I'm not sure if there's anything you can do. I'm trying to distract myself, but music and TV are just irritating right now, and I can't find a book that I want to read that doesn't trigger something.


-t - Jan 25, 2010 6:23:41 pm PST #7874 of 30000
I am a woman of various inclinations and only some of the time are they to burn everything down in frustration

{{{Hil}}}


Hil R. - Jan 25, 2010 6:25:49 pm PST #7875 of 30000
Sometimes I think I might just move up to Vermont, open a bookstore or a vegan restaurant. Adam Schlesinger, z''l

OK, lolcats are helping a bit.

Wish I had a real cat. But it wouldn't be fair to put the "calm me down" job onto a cat. Kitty's job should just be to be a kitty.


WindSparrow - Jan 25, 2010 7:01:04 pm PST #7876 of 30000
Love is stronger than death and harder than sorrow. Those who practice it are fierce like the light of stars traveling eons to pierce the night.

Wish I had a real cat. But it wouldn't be fair to put the "calm me down" job onto a cat. Kitty's job should just be to be a kitty.

Harvey sends his best purrs to you.

He is definitely a cat who believes his job in life is to make people feel better. And believe me, he gets grumpy when a chosen recipient of his PURRRRRRRRRR doesn't straighten up and get happy.

ETA: No pressure, or anything.


beth b - Jan 25, 2010 7:02:20 pm PST #7877 of 30000
oh joy! Oh Rapture ! I have a brain!

actually, that is what they do by being kitty.


Hil R. - Jan 25, 2010 7:03:14 pm PST #7878 of 30000
Sometimes I think I might just move up to Vermont, open a bookstore or a vegan restaurant. Adam Schlesinger, z''l

Thanks.