I am feeling weird as hell: shaky, off, like my hands are big and my depth-perception is off.
I ran out of zolpidem (generic Ambien) about 6 days ago and haven't refilled because of money and also, I wanted to see if I could go without and not die of insomnia. I feel much better about the anxiety, but, wow, am I feeling like hammered crap. Can you have Ambien withdrawals? I've been taking about 20 mgs nightly for about 2 years now.
Ugh. I also ran out of my HRT patch, but it seems like that wouldn't cause this, just like night sweats or something.
I wanted to see if I could go without
Haven't we had this talk with you before?
And haven't you had numerous instances where your decision to go off meds has proven to be ill-advised?
::gives Erin the Serious Face::
Oh, yes, but that was AD's which I Am A Very Good Girl about nowadays.
Sleepy pills, nsm. I would like to be less psychologically dependent on those. I guess what I'm going for would start with a "t" and end with a "-aper, dumbass!"
If I get a monkey I'm naming him Aper Dumbass.
How does everybody else plan to celebrate their fetishes?
Um, re-reading my favorite epic vampire fic? Oh wait, I was doing that already.
We do that nearly every day...
Okay, if you insist.
George Aper Dumbass.
It's not Scrapadoodle Oingy Boingy but it will have to do.
In Zmayhemi family and friends update:
1. Alex and Kris had their kidney transplant surgery. Everything went well. Kris (donor) is already home and she's walking around. But very tired. Alex should be home this weekend if he continues to progress.
2. My niece Crystal had her baby seen weeks early. (She's diabetic.) But they pumped her full of hormones in anticipation of an early delivery and the baby's lungs are fine and he was still seven pounds.
3. We are driving up to Reno this weekend to play in snow and see the MiL. We're leaving tomorrow morning and should be there by late lunch.
Beep.
Best wishes to your friends and your niece, Hec. I hope things continue to go well for all of them.
Also, have a great weekend, all of you!!
2. My niece Crystal had her baby seen weeks early. (She's diabetic.)
Wait, seven weeks early? Because I stared at that for a long time trying to figure out if diabetes would make a baby show up on an ultrasound early or something, and if that would be bad, before I figured it out. (What? I don't know nothing about birthing no babies.)
Wait, seven weeks early?
33 weeks. Is that better? It's preemie but doable.
