::snuggles with smonster on the Shitty Monday couch::
Dude, I am sitting here with you.
I had a panic attack at the thought of going into class tonight, and cancelled, like a big coward. I FEEL myself going into a depresso 'sode (yes, I called to find a therapist.)
It's ridiculous, that I am, I dunno, in love and newly married on the one hand, and paralyzed with panic and depression on the other. My brain is so fucking ILLOGICAL. I hates it.
UGHGROSSSMASH.
t joins others on Shitty Monday couch
Sigh. Well if I do stay at my current school, apparently I'm being demoted. They don't think they will have enough newbies next year to justify a new faculty coordinator, so I will be back to a full teaching load with no leadership position. Awesome.
apparently I'm being demoted. They don't think they will have enough newbies next year to justify a new faculty coordinator,
that doesn't sound like a demotion, more like an administration fail. If the position is eliminated because they haven't hired new people, that's not your fault.
Pix, that sucks.
if the cats continue to be suspicious of each other
Thanks, Beverly, good idea! They aren't suspicious of each other, really, Percy just seems all "Where were you, and why do you smell funny?!"
I hate today. It is cold, wet, rainy, and grey; I am a bad worker and life-partner, and I want to stab today in the face and cry.
And I turned off my phone and am not checking my email. I am afraid of it now.
And my head aches, and my house isn't clean and my cat keeps jumping ON my computer from the bunk bed.
Man, shitty day all around. I wish you all were here to snuggle in person.
Damn Pix. I wish I knew anyone out there who could help find you something. Everyone I kow out there is either from this board or have nothing to do with education.
I am sorry you are being treated so poorly.
Even in Natter, everyone is having a craptastic Monday.
I blame it on the tides. Even though I live mid-continent.
that doesn't sound like a demotion, more like an administration fail. If the position is eliminated because they haven't hired new people, that's not your fault.
They are hiring new people. Just "not enough" to justify having someone like me to mentor them. I oversaw 10-12 people this year. There would probably only be 5 or so next year....who will still need help and all, and there's still going to be an orientation, which I sure as shit hope they don't expect me to do for nothing.