I feel a bit bad saying this (or at least insensitive) but 2008 was a pretty good year for me.
Hey! Nobody's got to apologize for good stuff. Frisco's arrival is very very good news indeed.
The two most disappointing elements of 2008 for me were related to finances and writing. Whereas 2007 was my best year for publishing ever, with the book turned in, two articles for Oxford American and a new book project in the works.
In 2008, the book came out (to favorable reviews, though I've gotten a few dings) and I promoted it, but that was really the tail end of a two year process. My new book project fell apart when the publisher had financial difficulties. I did do a big, lucrative liner notes job back in February but that seems like a million years ago.
I had a ton of fun doing my book reading in SF, and even more fun doing the Tom Waits bus tour and reading in LA (with many Buffistas to see down there).
But ultimately what seemed possible in 2007 - being able to write part-time and temp the rest of the time - didn't work. I had the longest drought in temp work I've ever had, and my book project died. That lead to some real financial strain.
I'll let JZ ring in for her own year, but she had two job changes this year after 15 years of stability so that was a lot of upheaval. But we've been collaborating this year on a writing project and that's been both a real pleasure and a happy new dynamic in our (almost) five year marriage.
We all feel extraordinarily lucky to have Matilda in our lives. Toddlers are hard work, but she's really a joy giving kid.
Emmett's had both a great year and a tough one. He had about as much success as an 11 y.o. can have on a baseball field. Our regular season team, the Cubs, won the Albany Little League title and went on to become the first Majors level team from our league to win the District Tournament of Champions. (All the sweeter for beating our arch-rivals Alameda.)
Then Emmett's all-star team defended their District title, went on to win Section, and finally became the first Albany team ever to win Division, which is the Northern California State Championship. Emmett was an absolute rock for his team, playing stellar catcher for 69 out the 72 innings played, and had many huge, clutch hits, including the game winner in the come from behind Section championship win.
But it's been a tough year at school. He's been wrestling with some pre-adolescnent angst, missing socializing with his friends, retreating a bit socially, unhappy with his homework load and has a difficult relationship with his teacher. He's just been sad a lot this fall and winter and it's hard to see. But in some ways our relationship is closer for all that. Putting him to bed at night, has evolved from singing lullabies to him as I walked him up and down the hallway, to sitting on his bed and talking to him about life and school and getting through the sad times.
Also, in the last week I've been reading to him before bedtime. We're currently on a really filthy, funny baseball book and that's been fun. He also had a really, really good Christmas.
I've had a lot of close friends deal with major, life-threatening health issues in the last year. Emmett's godmother dealt with breast cancer. My best man has polycystic kidney disease and is getting a transplant this week. So I am more conscious than ever that good health is the greatest good fortune. I don't take it for granted.
Ultimately, I feel very lucky - even after the crappiest, rainiest commute - when I turn the lock on the door and hear Matilda pipe out, "Hi-lo, DaddyEmmett!" and have her little self pelt into us. Then walk down the hall to a warm living room and kiss my good, kind, lovely wife. There are other things we could want or wish for, but this life is so rooted and good.