I was just watching another elektra fanvid [link] and there was a sequence where he seems to be yelling at God.

Ah, nevermind, I got it. It's from the Rapture, and it's Jimmy, not Castiel.

Poor Jimmy. Now I'm all hung up on feeling sorry for him.

I skimmed discussion while I was away, so I have to go back and reread, but I sort of want to stick to my belief that Jimmy's gone. I thought he was! And ... I like it that way. I mean, poor Jimmy, yeah, but it certainly makes fic writing easier.

Because it's all about my needs, apparently.

Yeah, I thought he was gone too. Now it's in doubt.

Awww, it's Misha's one year Twitter anniversary.

I'm spinning it that he's referring to the body that was Jimmy's, since he first says "vessel", and I'm interpreting vessel to mean the physical body, because angels and demons don't occupy minds/souls/consciousness. They occupy the physical, and may or may not share space in the vessel with the mind/consciousness/soul.

Now I'm desperately afraid of losing Castiel, because maybe bringing Jimmy back up was a reminder before they bring him back.

ION, I'm watching Faith from S1, and there's the whole issue of not playing God (Dean especially against this, with Sam a little too willing to step into the muddy waters - and then they switch places by the end), controlling Reapers, who deserves to live, sacrifice one life for another, and, of course, faith. I might be giggling with delight.

My God man. Asking for phone calls and now gifts. He continues to amaze and charm me.

I would love to a fly on the wall of his brain just for an hour. He is a total trip.

For those of you who remember Counteragent's remarkably pan-fandom vid "Still Alive", Zimshan has put together a new one, streaming and download links here. There's a link to a list of all the fanworks used in the vid. I've read or seen or screengrabbed almost everything fan-produced in that vid! I had to sort of play catch-up with "Still Alive."

Death's car: [link]