Victor/Victoria has been so far in the past that I can hardly remember. But I do love Robert Preston. Was that a sad movie regarding his character? With hardly any memory of it, I do get an overall sadness when thinking about it and him.

S3 is such a tragedy. You guys are right that the jewels are there, but you have to search through the muck to get at them. You know how some people hate BtVS S6 and S7? Those aren't true torture. I now know true torture. SPN S3 is to me what the sound of a key sliding along the body of a car is for Dean.

Best and most comprehensive translation of the letter I've seen so far. The motel address at the bottom is Cicero.

~Hand!~ { } { } { }, I’LL BE SURPRISED IF
~Hand!~ { } { } YOU. BUT IF IT DOES
~Hand!~ (I) {know} THAT WHAT I’M DOING ISN’T
~Hand!~ { } {dad} TAUGHT US BETTER THAN THAT
~Hand!~ { } WE’VE RUN OUT OF IT.

~Hand!~ CICERO. WHERE I’M GOING, WE DON’T
{ } { } { } KNOW YOU’LL LOOK AFTER HER FOR
{ } { } YOU’VE TAKEN MORE FOR THE TEAM
{than } {anyone} COULD EVEN ASK. THAT MAKES YOU AN
{honorar}Y WINCHESTER IN MY BOOK.

SAM. YOU TOLD ME ONCE THAT YOU PRAY E{VERY} (day. I’m)
NOT SURE IF THAT’S STILL TRUE PRAY ~Hand!~
BUT IF IT IS, GIVE IT ONE LAST TRY ~Hand!~
SAMMY-ONE WINCHESTER { } ~Hand!~
ENOUGH. WHEN IT’S OVER ~Hand!~

More decipherage:

you've taken more for the team than anyone could ever ask. That makes you an honorary Winchester in my book.

The motel address at the bottom is Cicero.

That is the only thing that I could read for sure. And I did a little happy dance although I know he didn't see Lisa again. I know it only means that Sam probably found him that night and we continued from there, but I'll take what I can get.

Thank you, thank you, thank you for posting that Bev.

This further supports that Ben is not Dean's bio child because Lisa is obvs "HER" and there is no "AND HIM" which would have been first priority for Dean in asking someone to look out for them. I got that too with Sam asking about Lisa but not Ben. Uncle Sam (heh) would have asked about any of his nephews.

There is speculation that since that paragraph is almost certainly addressed to Bobby, he meant the Impala by "her."

The first paragraph seems addressed to Cas, the third to Sam.

I have to write that letter for myself is someone from props doesn't produce it quickly. Which reminds me, did you ever put together a journal like John's Bev? Weren't you the one that was thinking of doing something like that? I'm drawing on a long ago memory so maybe you weren't the person, but I thought I would ask in case you had something awesome like that.

He meant the Impala by her

Damn the sense making!! My Lisa love is foiled again.

He gave the car to Bobby???? I'm offended by that. He's not honorary enough. Sam should get the car, like last time.

He gave the car to Bobby???? I'm offended by that. He's not honorary enough. Sam should get the car, like last time.

To be fair, at the time he thought Sam would absolutely say yes. And I don't want Lucifer driving the Metallicar. He might get the meatsuit but not the ride.

This bit:

-ONE WINCHESTER { } ~Hand!~ENOUGH. WHEN IT’S OVER

made me think he thought Sam would live.

Or quite possibly I'm in denial. But Lucy should NOT get the baby.

You can ride my brother, but if you come near my car I will END THE WORLD.

You can ride my brother, but if you come near my car I will END THE WORLD.

I want to hear Dean say this. Totes.

You can ride my brother, but if you come near my car I will END THE WORLD.

This sums it up, yes.

I might like my car more than my siblings though. By a rather wide margin.

And, I will admit, I didn't even try to read the note.