I do wonder about how much dissociation would be possible for that whole experience, and how much would be healthy.

No rerun show talk today?

I barely got to see any of the first rerun this morning. I can't wait to get home and catch up on them.

Though I do have an episode title question, and random fanfic questions.

What episode is it that Dean walks in on Sam taking advantage of PPV pr0n? Or any other notable Dean "Awkward"?

Is it just SPN fic where people fist other people's shirts? In fact, it seems to be something the boys do to each other's clothes all the time.

Also, men keep huffing at each other. What is with that?

And to reiterate my season 5 fic beef--post 5.01, CASTIEL CANNOT JUST APPEAR IN THE IMPALA WHILE IT'S MOVING. He doesn't know where they are unless he's been told. People. Behave.

It's possible I've been doing too much reading.

I was working from home but K-Bug kept distracting me. I can balance working and SPN, but add K-Bug and it is too much. Plus Amy was at DMV, so I blame her too.

Hey!

I can picture that scene, ita. It's S2, I believe. Um. I'd have to look in the SuperWiki.

It's "Children Shouldn't Play With Dead Things," the one with their first zombie.

Thanks, Amy!

Wahh!

Dean admits to Sam about the torture. More great weeping from the Ackles.

Also, some excellent sexing from the Padasexi. I'm still irrationally mad at Ruby, but I'm not going to let that dampen the moment.

The Anna/Dean scene pales completely in comparison.

Interesting reaction shot from Castiel when Anna kisses Dean goodbye. Very inscrutable. And Heaven is talking trash about Dean/Castiel too...

I don't even buy Dean/Castiel as in any way canon, but man, he looks pissed there, like, "You are kissing MY righteous man!"

The Padasex is so awesome in that ep, but it's a little weird knowing they're married now. I mean, I assume it's like me writing sex scenes for the romances -- no, they're not scenes from my marriage, but still.

Also, some excellent sexing from the Padasexi. I'm still irrationally mad at Ruby, but I'm not going to let that dampen the moment.

The Anna/Dean scene pales completely in comparison.

ita, ita, ita. I am so very disappointed in you for forgetting that these scenes prove Sam is a brutish misogynistic animal and Dean is a fluffy tender feminist.

I don't even buy Dean/Castiel as in any way canon, but man, he looks pissed there, like, "You are kissing MY righteous man!"

How many times do best friends get jealous because they are afraid of being left behind? Makes total sense. Although I don't even buy them being best friends so maybe it's "hey, don't take my pet human away!"

The Padasex is so awesome in that ep

Oh was this the one where he just lifted her up with his sasquatch hands? Rawr.

ita, ita, ita. I am so very disappointed in you for forgetting that these scenes prove Sam is a brutish misogynistic animal and Dean is a fluffy tender feminist.

LOL. Isn't that crazy making in the fandom? Everyone knows Sam cries after sex.

I want Dean to cry during sex with me. I want it to be that touching. And I want Sam to tie me to something slightly uncomfortable.

How many times do best friends get jealous because they are afraid of being left behind?

But he's not even being left behind, except losing mindspace--she was going to die at his hands, after all. She was pressing her lips against his mud monkey.

And while I don't see Dean/Castiel as canon, I totally buy the Dean-Castiel bond that's why Castiel is on the less popular side of the host, and one of the few choice associations Dean continues to make in the show. Add in a lack of personal space and a whole lot of eyesexing, and the slash is born. There pretty much only seems to be two or three varieties of it, but the various dressings can be entertaining enough. The tastiest version is the one where Sam knows what's about to happen but Dean and Cas don't and Sam gets all impatient. Like Spilt Milk.

::dives back into age regression fics::