I don't think it was specifically that I needed Team Free Will back to feel like we were on a roll, but there was some sort of emotion I needed to see from Dean (and acceptance from Sam) and Castiel was the catalyst (well, not strictly--he hardly came out unchanged--AMANDA MOTHERFUCKING TAPPING) and I have a happy pants show dance I need to fully choreograph right now.

What ita said. Especially AMANDA MOTHERFUCKING TAPPING.

This? As much as I like the idea of him breaking with the triple-layer clothing trend that doesn't look like his torso would have been at the age of his face. Like, that's a Supernatural face with a Dark Angel at best (typed beast) body, no?

Yeah, it wasn't obvious in the cropped version I found, but that waistline in the more complete picture definitely doesn't look right. Ah well, too bad.

But Cas is not really playing on Team Free Will right now. There were a lot of moments I liked in this ep but to figure out what the hell is going on I would need to rewatch and I don't know that I'm loving this enough to NEED to rewatch just for comprehension. Rewatch should be about subtlety and just giddy enjoyment for me.

(Mrs Tran rocked even though she made mistakes. She was proactive and self-directed.)

CASS

I want this show to stop doing that. I won't care if they never pander to fandom ever again if they just stop confusing me. Fandom decreed it shall be Cas. So sayeth we all. Or we should sayth that at least.

I forgot to mention how much I inexplicably liked the "Well I was going to say, 'You look like you've seen a ghost' but you'd probably be stoked." line. I must have clicked back to watch it three times the first time through. Hey, I recognize those brothers in that moment. I like them.

There were a lot of moments I liked in this ep but to figure out what the hell is going on I would need to rewatch and I don't know that I'm loving this enough to NEED to rewatch just for comprehension.

I think it may be the mix of antibiotics and decongestants and painkillers but I'm not enthralled at the moment, although I did love Mama Tran being all kickass mama bear protective. And I always love Kevin. I'll need to watch when my head clears out because right now the reintroduction of any kind of angel plot line just wearies me. And I'm ready to wrap up the Purgatory flashbacks, as pretty as Dean looks in them. Mostly it feels like we're still treading water waiting for the meaty stuff to happen (that is, honest to God discussions and explanations) between our two lead characters.

Why isn't Cas really back? The "If you'll have me" really struck home for me--this is the first time they haven't been wedged onto the same mission for the season, or not working on the same mission and just getting time or help when Cas has a break in his goings on.

This is Cas saying "Hey, guys--can I hunt with you? Can we be on the same team?" To me it was the follow up from the "I'd rather be hear with you" during the season of great betrayal--and I'll never believe (since it conveniently can't be proven) that he would have done that without Naomi's urging--no lie that I wouldn't prefer if she'd grabbed him after he'd ask that, but still. Sam asked him to work with them and he is.

That's pretty Free Will to me--or do you think he would have left them without Naomi's command? Aside from reporting in--what is he doing that you don't think he'd be doing otherwise? Coming straight back to the boys and following them wherever they were going, and seeing that it was part of his mess and helping them get Kevin away and giving Dean enough information to reach a little bit more of emotional peace (how much did them pulling aside to talk about Feelings and then Sam showing up in the middle of the talk feel like a million fic setups?).

I'm not sure why we'd need any more purgatory flashbacks--what are you expecting they'll show them for? They underscored (in a way that I guess Dean couldn't be honest about earlier?) how absolutely soul-ravaging the whole thing was, and now that Cas has pointed out that Dean lied to himself about Cas' decision. I'd only think we'd see it again for a) evidence of the angels springing him (which we don't need, since we've been told, but maybe clues to how to fight them?), or b) some revelation about Benny that challenges what we've been told.

So, for me--the revelation (NPI) that we're dealing with a matched set of tablets (all the teams get one), that Metatron just bounced from secretary to being who ,made decisions (and therefore might be a character, or someone whose story is further researched) and that Cas is back and being manipulated and they're working together on what is finally the A plot for the season strikes me as finally having set the game pieces up, not treading water. You can't get to the A plot without defining what it is.

But I'm not looking at the A plot as emotional honesty or explanations for the past year. I expect that to come at us in drips and drabs (as we find out why Sam could leave like that, who was watching, did he really make the call to give it up?) as they fulfill the action quest of the season--and the information (if they do it well) may tie in, but it's not the main event, so this isn't treading water--this is the assembly of the Fellowship at Rivendell.

Grab your lembas, guys! We've got some researching to do!

how much did them pulling aside to talk about Feelings and then Sam showing up in the middle of the talk feel like a million fic setups?

So very much. Not to mention Cas's new super-charged angel mojo.

Not to mention Cas's new super-charged angel mojo

A careful blend of supercharged and not "I will push the boys to the side while I blast through every evildoer on Earth. Later Dean will feed me grapes while he's naked."

So the boys are not only still relevant, but can keep centre stage.

The Cas and Dean stuff really broke me. Cas saying he missed television, and disappearing into the bathroom to come out like the old Cas, and Dean's ridiculous guilt trip about everything including the price of tea. If I hadn't shipped them before, last night would have done it.

I mean, Cas somehow got out of Purgatory (well, we know how, even if Dean doesn't) and Dean's still protecting him, the powerful angel, yelling at him for going in alone and worrying about whether or not he's up to full strength.

The weakest part of the episode for me was the round table with the possible prophets. For one, where did they get the glowing Star Trek table? And two, why did Crowley hesitate to kill Kevin. If those were the next-in-line prophets, someone else would have been able to do the job. Not that I want Kevin dead at all, but it seems like a logic flaw. Crowley was torturing that angel viciously, but he stops at taking one of Kevin's fingers? I don't get it.

I think that Crowley was being practical. The other prophets were wild cards. Kevin was a proven quantity, and had the ability, and had previously been displayed to be able to be manipulated into doing the job.

Those guys in the room? What if he ended up at Aaron? Who there is brighter than Kevin? It might be a downside that he has the big picture, but then again, I think it's a net upside, and the fact that he has a relationship with the Winchester is just shit you have to deal with.

It's been a while since I felt like Crowley was doing shit that messed up lives and played into a grandiose plan. Yesterday I felt good about that again.