Thanks ita.
And to respond to your first post that outed me (bitch, I have an ulcer now, even though I feel much much better) I am delighted to hear that you're unsure what to root for! I think that was one of the nicest comments I've gotten. I still can't believe the fucking fluff I'm writing. . .
Actually, no, the nicest thing you said was that after being unimpressed with the D/C out there, you singled out mine. I'm fucking flabbergasted.
Am now reading apokteino's third fic because of you, damnit (still not seeing how it relates to the other two).
You must be thinking of other work by her. Bone starts of with Dean torturing Cas. It's all very much the same story. Messed up. No rape, though.
Take compliments where you can get 'em!
Huh.
Oh. Oh! Okay, now I remember which story we're in. The one where Dean tortures Cas into loving him. Okay. That one was slightly less, a lot less, horrific than the one I was thinking of. This makes so much more sense.
Take compliments where you can get 'em!
thanks again! This didn't turn out like my paranoid mind envisioned. Seriously, ulcer.
Complete left turn: Does anyone know what happens if you get arrested for hustling/hooking when you're an adult? Like, is there actual jail time involved?
I would imagine even in states that only have fines and probation, the arrest itself would result in a night in lock-up until one could make bail.
The one where Dean tortures Cas into loving him.
And he feels like shit for it, but loving Cas is all he can do to make up for it, plus they got entwined in hell, so it's not
simple
Stockholm syndrome. But it is definitely a sort of that. In addition, Lima syndrome.
Those crazy boys.
Lima syndrome?
Never mind -- looked it up. I'd never heard of that.
Ha! My first thought was "they break into impromptu musical numbers at the drop of a hat?"
I could only think of the bean.
But it's an interesting concept, and makes it clear that they're both fucked in the story.
There's so much fic out there with them settling down at some unspecified point after S6, either ignoring the ending or assuming they vanquished Castiel.
And I get it -- I had an idea for a story where they do just that, too. But so much of the fic seems to be from the perspective of Sam being so damaged now that he can no longer hunt, and can barely sleep, blah blah.
Sam seems ... stronger than that to me. I thought the fact that he did meet and conquer all of his other selves -- soulless Sam and hellbound Sam -- and had the presence of mind to get to Dean and Bobby on his steam was a lot of proof that he's not going to crumble into a little catatonic ball after the events of 6.6.
One of Sam's defining characteristics for me is his determination, and he's had it since he was a kid. The drive to do things his own way, to do what he wants, and to do best, is so integral to him! I can't imagine even now he wouldn't be *more* determined to keep fighting and hunting and saving people.
