I was thinking "her name is Sun Moon. Hippy parents!"

I remember seeing an interview with her where she said that they picked the name because of the line in Annie Get Your Gun, "I've got the sun in the morning and the moon at night."

Well, the Flexeril helped some with my shoulder. Still hurting, but nowhere near as much as before -- the Flexeril took away the part of the pain that was coming from the muscles being tight, so all that's left is the pain from the inflammation. So, still pain, but just one source instead of two, and the inflammation is going down.

I've enjoyed OKCupid (which is free!) and met a couple people from there (though not the current girl). Which is more people than I've met from any other place, and, free...

The throat slashing freaks me out. Eep.

Also annoying: [girly tmi] cramps and spotting, when I am on the Pill, and in the middle of a pack. GRR. though I suppose that may explain some of my hormonal drama and paranoia the past few days.

oh crap I do have a crush on a boy at work. Dangit. Please let him be gay.

Oh, meara, that sucks.

Where are you in TX, omnis? crazyblinddate has Austin as one of its locations.

Speaking of...kind of...CBD just left from getting all of his stuff. I've moved on to feeling sorry for the poor guy. He looks terrible, and is really struggling. And he finally got what a huge support network I have, and it's actually hitting him in the gut. We both posted the news in LJ. I had like 16 responses in a short period of time. He got three total in two days. So, now he's questioning his friends as well as our relationship, and the last six months of his life, and yada yada yada.

He really wants to stay in touch. I said we'd see. Also, he really wants me to give his family the gifts I was making for them. He says that they would really love them, and they're really beautiful, and they know about them, and they might be hurt if they don't get them, but he'll understand if I have to make that decision.

Ugh. More wine.

Oh hon. Do what you feel is right, but I'm grinding my teeth over that entire last paragraph. (Well, next to last. I have no quibble with the wine.)

vw, you really are too good of a person, which is why you have so many friends.

Also, he really wants me to....

This is where you stop and say "What does vw want to do?" You are a very warm generous person, but it is up to YOU who you share that with. Not him.

Yeah, I'm brenda. Mostly because he told you you were too generous, to your detriment, yet he wants you to give the gifts to his family, which... well, hypocritical. I'm not trying to be mean to him, because god knows I can be hypocritical in my life, too - hypocritical happens. It's just... that's kind of head-explodey. OK, I'm probably not helping. I'm sorry. Just, you know, if you were thinking some of this, too, you're not alone!

And I echo billytea's lovely post from earlier.

Seriously? He tells you you need financial advice and that you give too many gifts and then he says a few days later you should still give his family gifts you made that you could sell otherwise? SERIOUSLY? I'm sorry, but no. Grr.

ETA: x-posty with Jen.