The Emotional side will come around eventually. Or, at least tone down to a dull roar of peaceful resignation. This is one of those things that takes time. I hate saying it just as much as I hated having to learn it the hard way.
WindSparrow put it right. I think all of us go through this, to some degree or another. And the fact that you don't feel strong? Dude, that's what makes you human.
Also, in a complete emotional 180, count me among the craxies who would've loved to have seen the glowing compressor.
I am so sorry you are in the place where emotional and rational are so far apart, Sean Best to you and S. (DH is in the same place ( emotional vs rational) for his job)
Good news of the day: the Cat gained some weight. and the vet says unless anything happens - lets make it two weeks before he goes in .
My serious goal for September -- find the center and calm down. the ducks should not be winning.
I really love you guys.
Sorry about the screwed up glowing AC compressor, Joe.
I am too, but I kinda wish I could have seen it.
Me too.
Me three.
edit:
count me among the craxies who would've loved to have seen the glowing compressor.
Me six. No, Five. Five being the number and the number is to be five. Seven is right out.
Oh, Sean. I'm so sorry about all this, love. Sucks. Profoundly sucks, for the both of you, but I respect the fact that you've drawn yourself some boundaries. At the end of the day, each of you does have to save themselves, rather than just rely on someone else to save them. But, man. Sucks.
Meanwhile, in entirely other news, I've just been round at my recently ex-boss's place for dinner and drinks. She and her husband will be leaving Thailand in a couple of weeks' time, and they wanted us to come help them drink up their booze and take away nail polish/books etc. I was a bit late for the nailpolish etc (massive feeding frenzy) but was the first to ransack the book pile. I have a large bag of books now, including most of the Aubrey/Maturin stuff, so yay for that! Also I'm a bit pissed (which will make tomorrow morning's shopping jaunt to china town...interesting). However, I'm posting because she was talking about her neice, in teh course of talking about Christmases at home, and turns out that sida niece is playing Guinevere ina BBC production called
Merlin
shortly. So I imdb'd, out of curiosity.
Playibng Uther Pendragon?
ASH.
How cool is that'?
(also she's in the
Doctor Who
episoce
The Girl in the Fireplace.)
(also she's in the Doctor Who episoce The Girl in the Fireplace.)
ooh, what part? One of the ladies of the court?
count me among the craxies who would've loved to have seen the glowing compressor.
Well, yeah.
Fay - I've heard a bunch about demonstrations in your area the last few days. Is everything ok?
Portland Snow/Ice driving fail from last winter:
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Remember, winter will be back, soon...
My serious goal for September -- find the center and calm down. the ducks should not be winning.
Pet health problems are nerve wracking in a very special way. {{{{beth&kitty}}}}
Remember, winter will be back, soon...
Gives Daniel the hairy eyeball.