Awww, jeez Sean, that sucks.
Thanks for the birthday greetings! I am trying to decide what to do (though, uh, I need to check my work email and see what i *have* to do, first). I need to do some laundry and prep for camping tomorrow, but am do I want to try to get a massage? There's a place around the corner, but I wasn't *super* impressed with them the one time I've been. There's a crazy Korean spa people love out in the suburbs that'll scrub you down and so on, but I'm not sure I want to go all the way out there, and by myself. Hmm.
I feel exactly the opposite.
That's the inertia and the remaining love. Yeah, it's all so Romantic and Operatic to do the suffering together to the end thing, but then you just have two people weakened when there was only one, when you could have a strong person who may be in a position to help the weak one in the future.
Birthday Felicitations to Jen and meara! Cake! Confetti! Hott persons of your preference to schnorgle and make out with, and talk good talk and have good laughter with. Beverages to buoy your spirits. More cake!
Made it to the mechanic and back. Still a bit light-headed from the adrenaline rush. Woo!
You don't realize how much you'll miss power steering until you have to make a left turn in front of a semi that you're not sure isn't going to rush the yellow.
I feel exactly the opposite.
Of course you do, because that's the kind of man you are -- you're honorable and have integrity other people can only dream of. You're also very, very loving. None of that is diminished one bit by your decision to end the relationship.
I forgot to include the motor-ma, MM, but I was thinking it. Glad the semi didn't bolt.
That's the inertia and the remaining love. Yeah, it's all so Romantic and Operatic to do the suffering together to the end thing, but then you just have two people weakened when there was only one, when you could have a strong person who may be in a position to help the weak one in the future.
I know. I really do. The Emotional side isn't really listening to the Rational side. Not sure it ever does....
I feel exactly the opposite.
I think that is a sign of the depth of the courage and strength.
Car~ma for MM's trip today.
You are incredibly brave and strong.
I feel exactly the opposite.
Trust us on this one. Your demons may be telling you otherwise, as they do for all of us on some things. But while we're hurting for you, we're also very proud of you, and hopefully some of that will be a help when you're struggling.
The Emotional side isn't really listening to the Rational side. Not sure it ever does....
The Emotional side will come around eventually. Or, at least tone down to a dull roar of peaceful resignation. This is one of those things that takes time. I hate saying it just as much as I hated having to learn it the hard way.
