Oh, Sean. I'm so sorry for you both.
Bunch of wanna blessed-bes. Nowadays every girl with a henna tattoo and a spice rack thinks she's a sister to the dark ones.
Willow ,'Bring On The Night'
Spike's Bitches 42: Which question do you want me to answer first?
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brenda m - Aug 15, 2008 11:16:40 am PDT #1845 of 10001
If you're going through hell/keep on going/don't slow down/keep your fear from showing/you might be gone/'fore the devil even knows you're there
juliana - Aug 15, 2008 11:18:43 am PDT #1846 of 10001
I’d be lying if I didn’t say that I miss them all tonight…
It's probably going to be at least mid-September before I can actually afford a deposit on a new apartment.
{{{Sean}}} I've done that twice now (last time was for 6 weeks, right before I moved here). It's not easy, but I'm sure you'll do your best to make it... okay.
Sean K - Aug 15, 2008 11:21:26 am PDT #1847 of 10001
You can't leave me to my own devices; my devices are Nap and Eat. -Zenkitty
I just really hate having to cause so much hurt for someone I care about.
Daisy Jane - Aug 15, 2008 11:27:32 am PDT #1848 of 10001
"This bar smells like kerosene and stripper tears."
Just keep on focusing on how much healthier this is going to be in the long run. I mean acknowledge the hurt (for both you and her, because Bob knows that when I've been hurt the last thing I want is someone telling me it's for the best). But maybe you can keep the other part in mind for your own mental health.
Miracleman - Aug 15, 2008 11:35:06 am PDT #1849 of 10001
No, I don't think I will - me, quoting Captain Steve Rogers, to all of 2020
I am SO! BORED!
Which has nothing to do with Sean (sorry, dude), but I just need to yell that. Even virtually.
SO! FUCKING! BORED!
Thankfully, I get to go home in thirteen minutes.
Sean K - Aug 15, 2008 11:37:32 am PDT #1850 of 10001
You can't leave me to my own devices; my devices are Nap and Eat. -Zenkitty
Sorry about the boredom, Joe.
Just keep on focusing on how much healthier this is going to be in the long run. I mean acknowledge the hurt (for both you and her, because Bob knows that when I've been hurt the last thing I want is someone telling me it's for the best). But maybe you can keep the other part in mind for your own mental health.
Yeah, that's what I'm trying to do. I've been riding waves of blue that keep popping up. The latest is....
...The last few times I've spoken to S on the phone, she's been quite distant. It's not surprising, and it means she's working through it, but... ...it made me sadder than I was expecting.
Scrappy - Aug 15, 2008 11:38:06 am PDT #1851 of 10001
Life moves pretty fast. You don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it.
Sean-- this is going to be hard for you, even though you are doing the right thing. Since she is the one being left, my best advice it to let her have whatever emotions she needs to. It will make you feel better to know she has come to terms with this (which she will eventually) but she may not be able to do that right now. Asking her to get to that place might lead to more pain for both of you. You may just have to live with someone who is mostly hurt and angry until you move. Doing the right thing sometimes just sucks, you know?
Sean K - Aug 15, 2008 11:43:08 am PDT #1852 of 10001
You can't leave me to my own devices; my devices are Nap and Eat. -Zenkitty
Yeah, I know, Scrappy (you are, as ever, wise). I'm really glad I have you guys. You help more than you know.
Fred Pete - Aug 15, 2008 11:48:26 am PDT #1853 of 10001
Ann, that's a ferret.
((((Sean))))
Daisy Jane - Aug 15, 2008 12:00:26 pm PDT #1854 of 10001
"This bar smells like kerosene and stripper tears."
smooches Sean