"principle" that VD was crap was more important than my feeling

That's a sign - esp when your talking valentine's day - I think your immortal soul is not in any danger if you come to a compromise on this one

I read the chapter in A Little Princess where Sara awakes from a sorrowful sleep after a wretched and cruel evening, and finds her miserable little garret transformed by unseen, loving hands into a snug, cozy wonderland of late-night tea and comfort.

oh man that just made me cry.

I am terrible at shaking off nightmares. My inability to do so is legend.

Ah yes, Valentine's Day. Yet another thing to thank the Victorians for - a whole day dedicated to making everybody feel like crap.

I am off to vote. I think I've made a decision. It was tough, because I'm still waiting for a candidate to step up and say "If elected, I will abolish the Department of Homeland Security and all its subsidiary organizations immediately. Seriously, January 21, 2009, they are GONE."

...maybe I'll run for President. "A marzipan in every pieplate."

Hey, how do people shake off the unsettled feeling after a really bad nightmare? My brain was very evil to me last night, and I am *still* feeling twitchy and scattered.

Lots of water, doing what Vortex suggests in terms 'what we can see becomes smaller'...sometimes I'll draw what I saw or tell the story outloud (to no one in particular) so that it becomes more in-the-moment and suffers the clear light of day. Then? A healthy dose of cuteoverload.

A Little Princess where Sara awakes from a sorrowful sleep after a wretched and cruel evening, and finds her miserable little garret transformed by unseen, loving hands into a snug, cozy wonderland of late-night tea and comfort.

Was this made into a Shirley Temple movie? Her wealthy daddy goes to war and they think he dies and she is made a maid at her boarding school and befriends another little girl maid? I remember the scene you describe above from the movie and it was so sweet.

That's the one.

Wasn't it on Christmas Eve, too? I remember that making it even more lovely. Course, I was like 11 when I caught the movie on a hotel TV, so I might be mis-remembering.

Jilli, I often find that talking to someone about the dream takes away a lot of its power. (Not that I'm asking you to talk about it here).

Jilli, I often find that talking to someone about the dream takes away a lot of its power. (Not that I'm asking you to talk about it here).

Yeah, I've been talking about it with one of my oldest friends, and it is helping. But ... gnnnyah. PsychoEx + the general theme of the "Billy" ep of Angel + oh, and he's a serial killer! I hope that dream doesn't repeat.

...maybe I'll run for President. "A marzipan in every pieplate."

Bingo!

What? It was just sitting there, waiting to be said...

Jilli, minor little yay for you. I gave my friend her GCS tshirt bday present this weekend and she was soo jazzed! Plus, explaining what "Gothic Charm School" means to some of the others present led to one or two of the older people in our dance group asking non-hostile "What about those Goth kids?" questions. All very open and wanting to understand-y. You're an Arbiter of Understanding to the Masses!

eta: Yikes, Jilli, that does sound very unnerving. I hope the willies go away, soonest.