Speaking of "shut up stupid subconcious" I had a dream last night that I had accidentally included a pair of panties in my slacker secret santa gift and the reason my giftee hadn't acknowledged it yet was that she was deeply offended.

Of course this freak out over the resume has distracted me from the fact I have to answer the question of -- have you ever had your driver's license suspended in the last 10 years with yes.

i'm also PMSing really bad so that's part of the tears. But it's not blind panic or anything just frustration. It's really a testement to how far I've come, that something like this is frustrating and a little teary making (I'm blaming it on hormones) but no blind panic or real freak out. And no paranoid thoughts, which is such a blessing.

didn't soon to be ex roomate already give you an earlier date?

He told me that he would move out as soon as I returned his security deposit but I didn't get it in writing so I can't hold him to it. When I asked if he could please be out by February 1st he said, "do you want me on the street?" I'm very proud of myself for not replying, "yes."

I mean, I know Dad is *really* smart, although not really about tech stuff, but why can't we both be smart? Why do I have to be thought of as the "disc-drive-as-cup-holder" sort of idiot so he feels smart? And it is stopping us from finding a solution, too.

I had a dream last night that I had accidentally included a pair of panties in my slacker secret santa gift and the reason my giftee hadn't acknowledged it yet was that she was deeply offended.

As. If.

Why do I have to be thought of as the "disc-drive-as-cup-holder" sort of idiot so he feels smart?

So he can feel he is smarter about the tech stuff too.

(((askye))) I wish you were closer so we could go up to Cafe Brazil, have brunch, go over your application and resume and chill with a couple of lattes.

Does this job involve driving, askye? That's a weird question to be asking.

Pretty sure your Santee is at a con this weekend, Laga.

These are the pillows I got at the Murakami exhibit yesterday [link] [link] When you turn them over, they have sleepy faces. They are both on our bed, making me ridiculously happy!

He told me that he would move out as soon as I returned his security deposit but I didn't get it in writing so I can't hold him to it.

You can still hold him to it. But if he disputes that he told you that, then it's your word against his. But just because it's not in writing doesn't mean... um, that it doesn't mean anything

Cute!