Willow: Something evil-crashed to earth in this. Then it broke out and slithered away to do badness. Giles: Well, in all fairness, we don't really know about the "slithered" part. Anya: No, no, I'm sure it frisked about like a fluffy lamb.

'Never Leave Me'


Natter 55: It's the 55th Natter  

Off-topic discussion. Wanna talk about corsets, duct tape, or physics? This is the place. Detailed discussion of any current-season TV must be whitefonted.


Susan W. - Dec 22, 2007 1:15:13 pm PST #8959 of 10001
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I haven't called the credit card company, but I've already gone online and made a payment, so as soon as it posts, I'll be back under the limit again. I just don't feel like I'm up for talking to them right now. I know I couldn't do it without crying. So unless there's something I can do now that wouldn't be an option the first week of January (I can't call next week because I'll be at my mom's, and no WAY am I going to let her know how bad things are), I'd rather wait.


Susan W. - Dec 22, 2007 1:18:35 pm PST #8960 of 10001
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if your credit card interest is high

That's the big issue. Our credit card interest rates are pretty high. I tried to argue them down once, but kept getting railroaded around and told it was impossible and having my efforts to talk to someone higher up refused, and I just gave up.

I just wanted the loan so bad because it would've lowered our monthly payments enough that we'd be able to start setting cash aside...and then we wouldn't have to use the credit cards every time something out of budget like a broken computer or a car needing new tires happened.


Scrappy - Dec 22, 2007 1:25:29 pm PST #8961 of 10001
Life moves pretty fast. You don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it.

Susan, wait to find out whether you CAN get the loan before you worry. You don't know--it may still be possible. If not, you can raise your credit score over the next could of years and still end up where you want to be in five years' time.


beth b - Dec 22, 2007 1:31:23 pm PST #8962 of 10001
oh joy! Oh Rapture ! I have a brain!

When I am in the place where you are Susan - I try and come up with as many alternate plans as I can, Susan.

and put a time frame on things - the loan was going to get you out in 3 yrs ( if you stopped using the cards) So maybe 6 years with no loan - but if no loan today - maybe in a year you will.

I wish there was a faster way, but it doesn't work that way.


Susan W. - Dec 22, 2007 1:31:27 pm PST #8963 of 10001
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Well, we have to do SOMETHING no matter what--get a loan, get a payment plan through credit counseling, or just go on one hell of an austerity plan and make ourselves stick with it.

I just have a hard time not freaking out over the unknowns. Big flaw of mine, unfortunately. I think it's the downside of being good at researching things and being all analytical and decisive when I do have information. Something like this happening on the Saturday before Christmas is the worst possible timing for me, because I have so long to theorize ahead of my data and imagine worst-case scenarios.

I've got to work on the cycles of panic, tears, and self-loathing this leads to. Let's just say it's not helping me and DH communicate well and work together on money issues.


Susan W. - Dec 22, 2007 1:32:08 pm PST #8964 of 10001
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the loan was going to get you out in 3 yrs

It was more like five years....


beth b - Dec 22, 2007 1:37:48 pm PST #8965 of 10001
oh joy! Oh Rapture ! I have a brain!

It was more like five years....

whatever. The point being if you can't do it this year you can work on a plan to do it next year - putting you only a year behind - you have options. one set back ( or even one more setback ) doesn't have to change the long term goal.

sorry, the whatever sounded harsher than I meant - I just wanted to re direct your thoughts


Susan W. - Dec 22, 2007 1:41:24 pm PST #8966 of 10001
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Well, I am wondering if I have to give up on the part of my long-term goal that's going to Europe in 2015. It's a small thing, and it's largely symbolic...but symbolic targets matter, you know? I've been telling myself that we can do this, we'll be out of debt by 2013 or so and have time to save for the trip, that the debt is tough but I'm tougher, and (because I'm such a big history DORK) the debt is Napoleon but I'm Wellington, etc.


beth b - Dec 22, 2007 1:57:49 pm PST #8967 of 10001
oh joy! Oh Rapture ! I have a brain!

I don't think you have o give up on the dream - who knows where you'll be in 2015? Maybe something will matter more. Maybe it can only be a 10 day trip instead of 15. I think you'll know better in 2013. and I think having a big fun goal makes it so much easier to sacrifice now.

and my bathroom cleaning has come to a halt because I need a third hand. DH should be home soon. I could keep cleaning and just hang stuff up when he gets here, but the internets and tv are more fun.


Susan W. - Dec 22, 2007 2:02:31 pm PST #8968 of 10001
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Maybe it can only be a 10 day trip instead of 15.

Heh. I've only recently downgraded the dream from "stay all summer" to "maybe 4-6 weeks would still be a good trip."