What I did today? Sat in a car for 10 hours with an 8 month old baby. Fed, diapered, played with, fed, diapered, played with and one more time with said baby. Got to a hotel in Provo, UT.

We're headed to Idaho Falls, where the highs this week were in the teens. I hate cold weather.

I've been following that story with increasing anger since last spring, and I can't believe the level of ineptitude. I'm so sorry you're being so royally screwed over, Kat.

Thanks, Krsitin. I can't believe the fuckedassedness of the union on this one. The whole thing makes me sick.

Typo, that dish sounds good! Sorry you are still feeling crappy.

Well, another friend came over with like a week's supply of homemade chicken soup. Between that and canned goods, I can avoid further cooking until I'm better.

The one decent thing about today is that I accepted my sister's offer to come look after me for a bit. Other than that, just not sure of the why of anything.

Kat, how long are you away for? Sorry about the cold. Hope Noah cranks up the charm to warm the cockles of your heart, even if your extremeties are chilly.

I think I'm going to have to rule out home dilaudid. This itch is worse than with the IV stuff. I'm going to draw blood in a second. I guess in a month I'm going to ask the doctor if the oxycontin offer is still on the table. I hope that doesn't itch too.

I never read the guidelines/side effects notes until after at least the first time I've taken a new med. I check the bottle to see if I have to break up with heavy machinery, but other than that I don't want to give myself ideas. Is that typical?

I've never taken significant meds, and I have the impression that anything by prescription carries some risk of death, birth defects, loss of vision, or whatever else bad you can think up. So yeah, I basically don't read that stuff. Or not until later.

I'd say it's a good idea if side effects might include very suggestible syptoms like itching or nausea.

Yeah, I figure I better stop all that sex and breastfeeding I'm always busy with so who needs to read for all that?

I have to admit to some vindicated fistpumping when eventually reading the side effects sometimes--dysphoria especially. Stadol makes me a raging bitch. I'd like to think I'm a funny bitch, and it seems that I'm an attractive bitch, but I am incontrovertibly megabitch.

Consider that increase if you will.

Okay, back to Full Metal Alchemist.

Anime people--when's it safe to watch the movie? They showed a trailer at the start of this disk (12--where we learn that their father is 400 years old, amongst other things) that looked like it at least took place after the younger brother got a body. Don't want to spoil too much. I also got into Trinity Blood for a hot second, but now TiVo doesn't list any more episodes. What's with that? I thought anime lasted forever and there was no sense of closure. Are we actually up to date?

cooked dinner
cut mac's hair - then cleaned up
re-make mac's bed
bedtime stories
2 tv shows via
now to clean up the kitchen, clear off my own bed and hit the hay.

Damn, msbelle. You're very accomplished and all that. Most I want to get done before bed is find the Full Metal Alchemist #10 DVD so I can package it for return.

Go team low bar!

it was too much. I am beat. It is all this stuff i my head that I have told myself I need to get done BEFORE something. We leave town on Thursday which means gifts to teachers and friends need to be out this week. Then there is the company party tomorrow night and something else and something else. me and my stupid big ideas.