Wow, you've really mastered the power of positive giving-up.

Cordelia ,'End of Days'


Spike's Bitches 38: Well, This Is Just...Neat.  

[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risqué (and frisqué), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.


beth b - Nov 28, 2007 10:09:44 am PST #6149 of 10002
oh joy! Oh Rapture ! I have a brain!

Sorry , Steph.

1) it was health he was talking about. 2) he really doesn't have a clue how big this is to you 3) he might also be looking for a some sort of guaranteed that life . This is most likely a part of the whole move in thing - just looking for something that doesn't exist. I do not know if the boy is a whatifer -but I am one. Playing out senerios in my head - a great comfort to me. Other people , it makes them crazy stupid.

And i agree with others above - there are places where your accommodation with the significant people in your life is rough at best. Example. When Matt and I got married I was healthy.- extremely . As in never even get got a cold. Now, even with diabetes and asthma - I am still reasonably healthy. however, if I get a cold - we have to have a fight. The last one was completely insane. He came up with bizzare suggests/orders. And yet, when I tell him how he can help me with my health, he forgets 2 seconds after I tell him. Now I admit there is insanity on my side. I am still extraordinarily angry at the state of my health. going from paying no attention to always paying attention is just wrong. But I think part of what is going on in his head is the fear of change - mixed with the much bigger fear that something will happen to me.

I know why you thought about leaving him. ( he should know that at some point) I also thik you made the better decsio to keep going forward. People that love you can hurt you the most, but only because they are there.


juliana - Nov 28, 2007 10:11:16 am PST #6150 of 10002
I’d be lying if I didn’t say that I miss them all tonight…

If the plush Eiffel Tower isn't sufficiently convincing, you could send him to me. I have a bobblehead Jesus who could, um, bobble chidingly at him, and also a miniature redcoat who could poke him with an extremely wee bayonet.

Oooh! I have a squeaky Rufus the Naked Mole Rat avec sombrero and a Portly Moose! The moose can whack him upside the head, and the Rufus can squeak disapprovingly at him.

Oh, OWEN. tries to hold back giggles


Aims - Nov 28, 2007 10:12:11 am PST #6151 of 10002
Shit's all sorts of different now.

People that love you can hurt you the most, but only because they are there.

I would ammend this to "People that love you WILL hurt you the most". Guaranteed.

ETA: Not on purpose, but because we love them so much already anything we percieve as a 5 badness from stranger goes up to 11 when it's someone we love.


Aims - Nov 28, 2007 10:12:36 am PST #6152 of 10002
Shit's all sorts of different now.

If the plush Eiffel Tower isn't sufficiently convincing, you could send him to me.

I have a plush face-sucker from Alien.


Susan W. - Nov 28, 2007 10:15:14 am PST #6153 of 10002
Good Trouble and Righteous Fights

I'm now envisioning something Toy Story-esque with all our desk toys...


Dana - Nov 28, 2007 10:17:06 am PST #6154 of 10002
I'm terrifically busy with my ennui.

I have plush MojoJojo and plush Cthulhu. When I get bored, they have conversations about how to take over the world.


amych - Nov 28, 2007 10:17:40 am PST #6155 of 10002
Now let us crush something soft and watch it fountain blood. That is a girlish thing to want to do, yes?

I wish I had desk toys and a root.


sj - Nov 28, 2007 10:19:02 am PST #6156 of 10002
"There are few hours in life more agreeable than the hour dedicated to the ceremony known as afternoon tea."

(((Teppy))) Insent.


brenda m - Nov 28, 2007 10:25:03 am PST #6157 of 10002
If you're going through hell/keep on going/don't slow down/keep your fear from showing/you might be gone/'fore the devil even knows you're there

I have a gargoyle and a Hello Kitty ballerina. I suspect I know which one most people around here find scarier.


Susan W. - Nov 28, 2007 10:27:18 am PST #6158 of 10002
Good Trouble and Righteous Fights

We all hab codes at Casa W., and I nearly bought us a humidifier at Target last night. The cool mist versions came in SpongeBob and Hello Kitty.