Hey, all.
Connie, I'm sorry about your kitty; it's hard to not have a pet there who's been there for so long, even when you know it's better in the long run.
ION, today has just been...ugh. I leave for NYC tomorrow, I still have to do laundry and pack, I was nuts trying to get lesson plans and copies and everything ready for the subs for two days...and I had so many students problems, it wasn't funny. I never have student problems -- I deal really well with the students, unlike some teachers who seem to need an admin to deal with every little problem with an intervention, but it seems like I had drama-filled, talking-back, mean little BITCHES acting up all day today. And I was already stressed and trying to get stuff done, and today is the day that all the kids needed to tell me what I was doing wrong, and why they didn't need to listen to me, even their mom doesn't tell them what to do (to which my reply, mentally, is: then your mom needs to get up off her punk ass and tell you to shut the fuck up sometimes) and oh, god, it was nuts.
I spent a lot of time I didn't have talking reasonably to kids I just wanted to say STFU to. I love my students, I really, really do, but some days I just want to not be their teacher for 5 MINUTES to open my mouth and tell 'em the unvarnished truth.
Plus, my period, which has been AWOL, showed up today -- the day before I leave to another freaking city -- in full -- ahem -- force.
And my per diem check for my trip wasn't ready when I was leaving school. I still don't have a car. I was getting a ride from a collegue, who was also being so kind as to take me to the video store to get some DVD's of movies based on the novels I'm teaching so my kids can view those while I'm gone. "Can you pick it up tomorrow morning before your flight?" Uh -- no? I'm getting picked up for the airport at 7:30! "Can your co-worker (also going to NY) bring it to you tomorrow at the airport?" Well -- how am I supposed to cash it or desposit it at the AIRPORT? I need the money NOW.
And a friend still needs to take me to the store to get cat food and littler and TP and stuff...and I am SO over today, and I wish I wasn't going to NEw York so I could bury my headin the sand and just fucking SCREAM.
And I have to get cigarettes tonight for the trip, cause I smoke cloves, and I don't want to have to try to track down a tobacconists in NYC and pay the price.