I really don't like being a beginner.

Well, it's been a long time for you, right? Not that it's ever easy. I started my job last June and spent the whole summer sure I was getting fired. Then I spent some of the fall thinking that, too, but for different reasons. Anyway.

first times are hard. you'll be fab, sara.

yay! niece!

Jesse, point. 10 years, and even then I KNEW I'd be clueless. This time, I'm sorta advanced beginner and that makes it harder. I'm a latent perfectionist. Makes this hard. And I kinda don't like admitting I have no clue, though I do when I can't suss it out on my own.

Is anyone watching Reaper? Can anyone tells me what happens between Sam being offered a plumbing promotion and a swarm of bees attacking?

My box shut off for five minutes. I'll have the same q about House in an hour.

I'm a latent perfectionist. Makes this hard. And I kinda don't like admitting I have no clue, though I do when I can't suss it out on my own.

This is me, and with the flailing around feeling clueless and ineffective in my new role here at rocketworld. It's hard!

Speaking of rocketworld, did you get my email?

lori, not that this makes flailing any better, but my VIP astronaut found your name familiar. Which was funny. Small business we're in (he's looking at our Mars obsv to repeat as moon obsv and is a total fangeek of this shit.) He also knew my dad's fascility.

But yeah, flailing. Lots of it. And I don't even have minions, dangit! Yay new roles? I mean, YAY new roles!

Ah well, I can impress the nephews with the cool things people I've met do. Somedays, that's enough.

Jesse - I did, I flaked. Will respond.

sara - Wha? Knew my name? Who was it?

No rush -- I've just noticed a lot of actual email in my spam folder lately, but half the time I still just delete it without looking.

so sharpish pain in my neck/shoulder when moving around, bad when I have to raise my head say toroll over while lying down. wet heat on that?