I now have S2. Have watched the first episode and my heart is broken.

I read this and actually got a little misty because I still mourn John. This show does that. Breaks your heart right the hell up.

There are too many episodes in season one that I couldn't pick two. It would be fun to watch the pilot again. Or Home for the previously mentioned phone call. Or Faith for Darla pretending to be an innocent with a terminal disease. Yeah, right.

I'm alternately furious with John and love him so much my heart hurts. Oh, JOHN.

At brunch today, juliana and Lee asked me how I felt about John. KNOWING what was coming in that first episode. Mean girls.

No, mean would have been telling you.

No, mean would have been telling you.

EXACTLY.

Also, as the first Kool-Aid pusher, I had to find out Where You Stand on John. It's very important!

(Though I do think the campaign to Bring John Back is a little... misguided.)

I do think the campaign to Bring John Back is a little... misguided

Word. JDM is way out of their price-range now. And I'd rather have no John than have green-screen John... A little redemption of the character wouldn't go amiss, but I don't expect to see it--apparently Kripke has said that he thinks John was a poor father and basically unlikeable.

Um, dude, if you're gonna claim that, don't cast Jeffrey Dean Morgan.

Cass, there's a ton of stuff here.

Mean girls.

You misspelled awesome. And a little cruel.

My kind of girls. Never said I didn't like them.

Have gone through the first 4 episodes and am now back at the first, listening to the commentary. My John feelings are all confuzzled now.

My John feelings are all confuzzled now.

Um, dude, if you're gonna claim that, don't cast Jeffrey Dean Morgan.

Right? Could there be a more likable, warm face on the planet? Those eyes alone...

My John feelings are all confuzzled now.

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