Yesterday's edition of "Shit I Didn't Say":
Girl tries buying a ticket to an R-rated movie for her underage brother. I, of course, won't sell them. They come back up to buy tickets for a PG-13 movie.
Girl: I don't think this is fair. My parents asked me to take him to see this movie.
Me: [not believing it for a second] I'm sorry, it's our policy.
Girl: You're not sorry, because you're not in this situation. *storms off*
What I Didn't Say: No, I'm not sorry because I'm right and you're wrong. Also I'm not sorry because that would mean I actually care.
Okay, I am randomly talking on text and email and stuff tonight and my theme of the evening is, "I want someone to knock on my door with a pizza. And beer. And orgasms."
OK, this is a GENIUS business model...
Pizza Beer & Porn Delivery
We could franchise all over the place and buy the island in about a year and a half.
Or expand it to be Pizza, Beer, and movies - there MUST be evenings when you're not in the mood for porn, right?
Toddson, we do have a Pizza, Beer, movie rental place in town, but it is pick up, no deliver.
Actually, there is also the Parkway, which is a theater with couches, Pizza, Beer, and Movies - never Porn. Well, they do have RHPS...and the most intimate pat downs I've ever had.
oooh .... do-it-yourself porn?
::sends mail-carier spork to Sparky::
returns to slaughterhouse-five feeling at job... ah, that pleasant back-from-break feeling.
Dude. I just got an email that a woman I know whose apartment burned up a month ago? Who's been having mad drama trying to clean everything, replace it (what's replaceable), deal with the insurance?
She has leukemia, and is in the hospital for chemo now, for about a month.
Just, damn. Talk about bad breaks.
I'm beginning to think I have Adult ADD. For awhile I just figured that a lot of what was going on was my bipolar disorder, but now that the bipolar disorder is stable I'm still having attention problems. I have the attention span of a gnat, I have to get up and move around a lot , I'm disorganized, etc. Yesterday I was reading (this is the fourth book I'm currently reading) and I was reminded of another book, my first impulse was to jump up and start reading that one. I managed to tamp that down for about 10 minutes before I gave in because I couldn't stop thinking about it.
I have no staying power when it comes to activities and I flit from thing to think always assuming that the next one is going to be better or more fufilling or more fun or more I get bored. I'll be starting back to school in the fall and I don't want to fail again because of this.
But I'm not sure where to start, currently I'm not seeing a therapist. I also worry that I won't be able to take medication because it might trigger a manic spell, but even if there's no medication I can take there are still skills I can learn, right?
Should I call my general practitioner and talk to her about this or just look in the phone book for therapists who specialise in ADD?
