oooh .... do-it-yourself porn?

At least i have my new iPhone to play with.

JEALOUS!!!

KristinT, insent...

::sends mail-carier spork to Sparky::

returns to slaughterhouse-five feeling at job... ah, that pleasant back-from-break feeling.

Backflung, GC.

Dude. I just got an email that a woman I know whose apartment burned up a month ago? Who's been having mad drama trying to clean everything, replace it (what's replaceable), deal with the insurance?

She has leukemia, and is in the hospital for chemo now, for about a month.

Just, damn. Talk about bad breaks.

I'm beginning to think I have Adult ADD. For awhile I just figured that a lot of what was going on was my bipolar disorder, but now that the bipolar disorder is stable I'm still having attention problems. I have the attention span of a gnat, I have to get up and move around a lot , I'm disorganized, etc. Yesterday I was reading (this is the fourth book I'm currently reading) and I was reminded of another book, my first impulse was to jump up and start reading that one. I managed to tamp that down for about 10 minutes before I gave in because I couldn't stop thinking about it.

I have no staying power when it comes to activities and I flit from thing to think always assuming that the next one is going to be better or more fufilling or more fun or more I get bored. I'll be starting back to school in the fall and I don't want to fail again because of this.

But I'm not sure where to start, currently I'm not seeing a therapist. I also worry that I won't be able to take medication because it might trigger a manic spell, but even if there's no medication I can take there are still skills I can learn, right?

Should I call my general practitioner and talk to her about this or just look in the phone book for therapists who specialise in ADD?

I thought I had ADD, but I suppose being able to play a video game for 8 hours straight kind of contradicts the claim, regardless of my inability to read an academic text for more than a page and a half without my mind wandering off.

Anyway, askye, unless you have reason to mistrust your gp on this sort of thing (and hey, some people do), I'd go to her first. That's what she's there for, I think.

Should I call my general practitioner and talk to her about this or just look in the phone book for therapists who specialise in ADD?

I'd start there, if only because your GP already knows your medical hx.

None of the USPS people who promised to call me back have called me back. Raise your hand if you're surprised.

Just, damn. Talk about bad breaks.

That's horrible. And I just sent out a hope that her health insurance will take good care of her.

Welcome back, Sox. The pictures were so pretty. I like the one with Iris lying on the sand flying the kite. I hate the ones of me, please to zap them out of existence, kthanxbye!

askye, I can't remember if you're currently on meds for the bipolar? If so, I'd talk to whoever's managing your medication (and if not, start with your GP if she knows your history): no idea if (or which) meds would be possible for you, but you want to be sure to go into it with someone who knows the whole picture, right?

And for the second question, even if meds aren't on the table for you, there are definitely things you can do without them -- Cognitive/Behavioral Therapy can be very helpful, as can things like better awareness of your time management, attention cycles, and all that fun.

And if it's not ADD, all that stuff doesn't exactly hurt.

(Actually, I'd say that the freaky hyperawareness that I've developed of my own mental processes has been the biggest help for me in dealing with the ADD; the meds are just what puts me at a baseline where I can get there.)

Emily! Check your email! Smooches!

Gah. I feel like absolute shit today. This is Not Good.