It's okay. Mostly, I'm okay. Just irritated that, because I'm so exhausted all the time, I really don't have a life. Slept all day yesterday, slept then graded today, will be making lesson plans all day tomorrow (thank god for the three-day weekend!). It would be easier to motivate myself to get it done if I noticed it making a difference, but... Meanwhile, because I spend 12 hours a day at school and do work at home, my place is a pigsty, I still haven't done anything about the thousand-dollar bill I don't know if I owe or not, and I've been meaning to order groceries for three weeks now.

However: two of my students got into the local arts high school (one wrote me a thank-you valentine for having corrected her grade -- which I screwed up in the first place)! And many of them are total sweethearts. I just wish they weren't finding math such a chore. And in the same vein, that I could spend more time teaching and less time explaining to the knuckleheads that they've now reached: name on the board and they need to be quiet or get five minutes of detention/ one check and they need to choose whether to keep quiet or get another five minutes of detention/ two checks and they need to choose to be quiet or get a phone call home/ three checks and they need to be quiet or go to the buddy room for a time-out/ four checks they need to leave the room yes really no you can't go to a different teacher's room yes I know you hate the buddy room that's why you're going there you have to the count of five to go and then I'll call security okay so as I was saying the Pythagorean Theorem-- that's the bell.

Oops. Sorry for the whine. Things aren't all bad (just my students' grades!) and my room is starting to look better (although still unhea-- I have to stop inserting parenthetical statements or I'll never stop complaining!). And I have a great new-teacher coach, and the other teachers there are WONDERFUL -- I will really miss them next year.

(And let's be honest -- my place would be a pigsty even if I had all day to lounge around. That's what happens to an Emily without a vwbug around.)

Oh, and, er, hi! It's good to see you too! Maybe it's good I don't have a social life, if I've become this frightfully self-obsessed. What are you up to these days? Still studying traffic and overseeing undergrads?

Oh, Emily - I wish I could actually answer right now, but I have to run out to teach (which, partly, answers your question in and of itself, in a way, doesn't it?).

It's always good to read from you, and I hope that all the effort and thought and emotion you're putting into this will start to show the results I'm sure they already have.

Oof, I wish I could stay and write more - I miss you.

So, I once again forgot to turn off my alarm clock -- I'm still impressed that it has an M-F setting (my clock knows what day it is!), but it's less exciting when I actually have Monday off. Ah well.

It is a working Monday here. Sigh.

I keep forgetting that people have today off.

My boss asked me if today was a holiday (when he kept hearing from clients that they'd be off).

Oh well - overall I really like my employers so I can't complain too much....

Sorry, workers. I feel like I should probably go into work today, anyway, but I'm sure that's not going to happen in real life.

Oh, and today the temperatures will get above freezing for the first time in about three weeks. Woot!

By the end of the week it will be in the 40s. And it should rain so all that annoying white stuff all over the place will be gone....

It's a non-working Monday for me, which is good because I'm exhaustificated by going to Boskone this weekend. I suppose the muscle-relaxant I took last night isn't helping either.

Also, it's about 7 degrees out there last time I checked.

Happy birthday, Beverly! Happy birthday, Benno!