ranging from a partner giving cues to CBT
And in the department of there-are-no-coincidences, I've been reading about CBT on and off all day. Not for ADD, but still.
Lorne: You know what they say about people who need people. Connor: They're the luckiest people in the world. Lorne: You been sneaking peeks at my Streisand collection again, Kiddo? Connor: Just kinda popped out.
'Time Bomb'
Spike's Bitches 33: Weeping, crawling, blaming everybody else
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risque (and frisque), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
Steph L. - Dec 28, 2006 11:22:23 am PST #7764 of 10004
I look more rad than Lutheranism
Topic!Cindy - Dec 28, 2006 11:22:35 am PST #7765 of 10004
What is even happening?
I've done that with my children, Teppy. They all need to learn some emotional control (particularly Chris). Our code phrase ended up being, "Beach it." I asked him to think of some place he loved to be, that made him happy, because when he cries, he bawls, you know? We've had some good success with it.
Which I can see as good in many ways, but even I was getting a tiny bit tired of pasta, bread, and cheese.I've heard people get tired of pasta, bread and cheese, but I'm having trouble coming to terms with it. I guess I'll have to go to Italy.
beekaytee - Dec 28, 2006 11:25:27 am PST #7766 of 10004
Compassionately intolerant
Steph, you must be reading our mail.
Fela has asked me to put my hand on him in public when he gets too loud or aggressive in making a point. Sometimes I'm happy to do that, sometimes I'm weary of being his keeper. So, at the moment we aren't doing any social or group things together. One or two friends is fine, but groups are just too taxing. He responds badly...including to me and then later, when I'm angry or disappointed, expresses the feelings he was having at the time. I have told him multiple times that all he has to do is tell me he's uncomfortable and I'll be right there to support him...or we can just leave...honestly, there are so many options! But since we don't have a very good understanding between us, he tends to lump me in with his stressors and it is wearing me out.
He says that he was diagnosed with ADHD as a kid...but he doesn't seem to do anything about it. He has multiple excuses but not much relief.
I can take his rudeness to me, or to strangers with a grain of salt, but when he's brushing my friends aside to get through a door first, or making rude requests, or taking weird credit for things that just don't make sense, I have trouble brushing it off.
I'm squeezing my fingers crossed that the medical stuff will bring some relief but I'm not counting on any miracles at this point.
Connie Neil - Dec 28, 2006 11:29:49 am PST #7767 of 10004
brillig
Fela has asked me to put my hand on him in public when he gets too loud or aggressive in making a point. Sometimes I'm happy to do that, sometimes I'm weary of being his keeper.
Fela must be a relative of Hubby. After twenty years, Hubby's learning to listen to my cues in public. I suppose I should care more about whether the world at large thinks he's an annoying loudmouth or not, but too many times he's the only guy making any sense, so I let him steamroller the peons. This may have more to do with my issues than his.
Steph L. - Dec 28, 2006 11:30:25 am PST #7768 of 10004
I look more rad than Lutheranism
sometimes I'm weary of being his keeper
And *you,* my dear, are reading *my* mail. Like I said, The Boy doesn't have problems with reading social cues, but in terms of disorganization/distractedness/accomplishing stuff, he says that I keep him on track, but it makes me feel -- too often -- like a parent. Or that I'm responsible for whether or not he gets his to-do list done. I love him madly, but I don't want to be his keeper. And then, I *know* it's not laziness, and it's not deliberate; I know it's driven by his ADD. So then I feel bad for not wanting to be his keeper.
tommyrot - Dec 28, 2006 11:31:26 am PST #7769 of 10004
Sir, it's not an offence to let your cat eat your bacon. Okay? And we don't arrest cats, I'm very sorry.
There needs to be social cues helper monkeys.
Steph L. - Dec 28, 2006 11:32:33 am PST #7770 of 10004
I look more rad than Lutheranism
There needs to be social cues helper monkeys.
They could fling poo (or, if you will, dive into the guacamole), thereby taking the focus off of the person who isn't catching all the social cues!
amych - Dec 28, 2006 11:32:34 am PST #7771 of 10004
Now let us crush something soft and watch it fountain blood. That is a girlish thing to want to do, yes?
"I'm sorry, I have to step away a moment - my monkey says I'm being an asshole."
beekaytee - Dec 28, 2006 11:32:43 am PST #7772 of 10004
Compassionately intolerant
amych, I feel the same way. Setting Fela up is not a part of my plan. I'm just worried about saying to someone who is struggling with feeling like something is wrong with him...that there really IS something he has to deal with beyond just learning some manners.
I'm sure he's very aware that there's an issue there, even if he's not yet aware that there are resources that can help.
He is acutely aware. And it is so painful.
I joke with my clients that Oprah, the purveyor of all modern wisdom, hit it on the head when she said, "When someone tells you who they are in the beginning, believe them." Fela said, when we first started dating, that he was afraid there was something wrong with his brain. He'd been told that in a couple of different contexts. I went into solution mode and showed him all sorts of ways in which this thinking was factually incorrect. And that part has been great for both of us...but this last bit may not be so inaccurate.
beekaytee - Dec 28, 2006 11:42:33 am PST #7773 of 10004
Compassionately intolerant
Fela must be a relative of Hubby. After twenty years, Hubby's learning to listen to my cues in public. I suppose I should care more about whether the world at large thinks he's an annoying loudmouth or not, but too many times he's the only guy making any sense, so I let him steamroller the peons.
If only he were making sense all the time. One of the things I appreciate about him most is that we are more politically aligned than anyone I've ever been with...but despite being demonstrably intelligent, he'll let some really not smart things fly out of his face...or, he'll respond to something that was said many minutes ago without realizing that the convo has taken two 90 degree turns since then. It makes my throat clench painfully when I see the looks on people's faces as they try to hide their disrespect.
I'd pay for a helper monkey...Steph, my shoulders are slumped around my navel with the weariness of being the parent. I know that people get into relationships for very symbiotic reasons. For me, having the opportunity to feel superior...after an early lifetime of no. power. or safety at. all., is occasionally recreational. I'm not proud of that by any stretch...and I'm seeing how it doesn't help me or Fela for this dynamic to continue.
As I've said before, he's a good friend. I swear, if we weren't seeing each other on any given Sunday, I think he'd come over just to take my trash out for me. He's wildly consistent with that. And he loves Bartleby. And he supports my business goals and stuff to a heartwarming degree. And, no lie, he's the best...um...most talented...um...okay, let's just say he's really good...which carries a great deal of weight with me...but and I never thought I'd say this...it just doesn't seem enough.