I don't know when Nilly will find out
Well, this is when I found out!
I had to run all sort of university bureaucratic errands this morning, payment and enrollment and such, and I just skipped the whole finishing-them part, as simple as that. I couldn't get myself to go through each of them, one at a time, waiting in lines upon lines and running around. I just had to rush to the computer and finally find out what exactly happened and when and how everybody is feeling.
Last night was too busy to go back to the computer and check what's going on (um, we have a new roommate and she seems really nice, for example), but waiting until the afternoon today was too much to ask from my five-years-old self, especially since I knew that the information was right there and it was me who didn't get to it yet, like the jar of cookies on the high shelf and I'm standing on tiptoe and just a centimeter (that's less than an inch!) short to get it, my fingers are brushing it from the outside but I still can't make it move and the cookies are just inside right there and everybody can get there and I can imagine exactly what they taste like but until I eat them I can't really know for real what they feel like in my mouth. Um, anyway. Now I want a cookie. No, wait, I mean, reading posts.
So, I was even catching up! I always want to and wish I could and regret clicking the "Last" link at the top of the thread, but I so rarely get to really actually do it. But this morning, I mean, I was just smiling in front of the computer like it just jumped at me and hugged me and told me the best news ever (which, in a way, it did - I can't think of better news than the coming to the world of a healthy new little person), nearly jumping up and down myself in my seat (the comparisons to little kids on their way to Disneyland are not out of place, you know, and not just because they're too short to get to cookies jars).
I just had to have in front of me something that would at least reciprocate what was going on inside of me, you know? So I scrolled back and read all the well-wishes and the squeeing and the hooraying and it made it a bit easier to think that I can't just cook you guys some stuff and send it to your place for the first hectic days or stuff like that or even count the days before it's OK to call or even to visit (why, yes, I did manage to make this all a meMeME thing, who else is surprised?).
but I know she'll pray for me and the baby
Oh, but of course. Every day, ever since I knew for the first time that she had to be in bed rest, and even more during Rosh Hashana (because, well, lots more prayers are all around in these couple of days, and for the whole year) and this morning, as well, when I knew things must be set already, because she has a whole recovery process to go through, and, well, Matilda has a whole start-of-life thing to begin seriously, now that she's soon going to be over a single day old.
I'm so touched that I was somewhere in JZ's thoughts throughout all this. Wow.
Take that, stupid ocean-between-continents!
Aaaaaand in other who-cares-about-this-whole-ocean-thing birthday news, only not actually birth-is-today-on-this-very-24-hours news, according to the Buffista Calendar, today is Nicole's birthday. Happy birthday, Nicole! With lots of wishes for a great day and a wonderful year!