Jayne ,'The Train Job'
[NAFDA] Spike-centric discussion. Lusty, lewd (only occasionally crude), risque (and frisque), bawdy (Oh, lawdy!), flirty ('cuz we're purty), raunchy talk inside. Caveat lector.
lisa, where did you get a copy of one of my tapes? That one sounds so very familiar.
I think its on a greatest hits collection I have! There's also No One Will Ever Love Me For Me, I'm Too Fat To Ever Be Considered Attractive, and I Wasted My Twenties And I'm A Failure !
I should figure out how to get her to sleep in her own bed. But I should also bedshare as long as she's comfortable!
I should let her be on her own more, for autonomy. I should wear her at all times, for attachment.
I should wean her. I should nurse her until she indicates she's done.
I feel like the I shoulds in my head are pretty much all in conflict, messages from the mainstream fighting with messages from granola country.
Except for the one where I feel I should provide a more structured routine. I think everyone agrees on that one.
But, well.
Routine is hard.
So that's how he stays so chipper and personable. We should try this coffee stuff on Teppy and Ple.
Hey now! I have official documentation that flat-out states that I'm personable, mister!
Of course, that's from Physical Life, where my bubbly persona masks the bile.
No One Will Ever Love Me For Me, I'm Too Fat To Ever Be Considered Attractive, and I Wasted My Twenties And I'm A Failure !
Add "And My Thirties" and yes...that's mine!
I try to ignore the should's as much as I can - though they do overwhelm.
Mom just called. She came home from the Hospital on Wednesday, if you recall. She took the dog to the dog park today.
Stubborn ole woman.
There's also No One Will Ever Love Me For Me, I'm Too Fat To Ever Be Considered Attractive, and I Wasted My Twenties And I'm A Failure !
Eeegads! And Trudy sums it all up in one!
I think its on a greatest hits collection I have! There's also No One Will Ever Love Me For Me, I'm Too Fat To Ever Be Considered Attractive, and I Wasted My Twenties And I'm A Failure !
I have a slightly different edition: Why Does He Love Me?, My body Is A Mess, I Am Never Going to Be Able to Accomplish Anything, and I Have Wasted My Life. I also have One Day Everyone In My Life Is Going To Figure Out I Am Not Worth The Trouble
OMG! I just went to the bathroom and left Toto curled up on the couch. When I came back out, he was on his hind legs slurping MY COFFEE!
So that's how he stays so chipper and personable. We should try this coffee stuff on Teppy and Ple.
Very funny, Big Daddy.
I am sorry to hear that so many people have these awful tapes, but it is nice to know I am not alone.
ION, I figured out what I forgot on my shopping list: bread. Must go to the market now.
The one that goes, "You slept late today. Therefore, you are worthless, have never been good for anything, and will never accomplish anything" for an example.
Oooooh, I've got that one! It's got a terrible beat, and you can't dance to it.
When I start repeating my tape phrases to my analyst, he points out to me that I'm just doing it to avoid talking about the actual issues.