December 2001

Her shock was so great that her glass, merlot and all,slipped gently from her hand. It looked like it was going to fly for a minute before landing with a huge crash. Her nervous system, always like a special-ed puppy in a crisis, kicked in belatedly. That’s right, Body, she thinks, way to get my back.
”Ugh, Jesus.” She mopped at the runoff on the table ineffectually.”I’m sorry. Tumor’s just one of those words. Nobody ever says ‘Thank God I got that tumor.”
Always with the dumb jokes and wiseass comments, she thinks. Shut up, dumbass.

“Well, I’d better get it. We don’t want the dogs to cut their pads.” Her mother moved to get a dustpan and pick up the broken glass.

“You should be resting...or something.” It felt like there was a little ugly creature in her mother’s body. Her own impairment felt more like being her own Siamese...conjoined twin.

(She laughs at herself later for being Crip Power enough to censor that thought at such a time. But all the enpowerment doesn’t stop her having it. Cheng-andEng’s mama has...breast cancer. Wonder if the telethon will be before or after the funeral.)

Bargaining on them being distracted by the other four crashes, watching the lights move around the darkened building, she chooses the third window she'd broken.

Sneakers on plate glass make a neat, crunching, but hushed sound. For this quiet she is grateful, pausing at the door to scrape the soles free of the fragments. She can't afford the compromised traction.

Inventorying her weapons with her free hand, she reviews the building's plans in her head.

Should she rush straight to him, or hide until the guards settle down?

Two muffled thuds and a strangled scream from below end her questioning.

This is pretty first draft-y, so I may make changes. But since I hadn't drabbled in a while, here goes....

Shattered

He was a very fast learner -- that's what all his teachers said. They never had to explain anything more than once to him.

But that was school. This was home. When they said it would never happen again, he believed them. Every time. Again and again and again.

He believed Mommy and Daddy when they said they wouldn't fight anymore. No more yelling and throwing things. So he stopped wearing shoes in the house again, loving the feel of the thick carpet under his bare feet; after all, there'd be no silverware or unexpected trinkets lying where they shouldn't anymore. They promised.

Which is how he ended up in the emergency room, after dashing into the kitchen on a hot day, eager for popsicles. The shards of glass on the floor -- remnants of wine glasses -- caught the light, sparkling brilliantly, just before he ran full speed over them, crushing the shards and slicing deeply into the soles of his feet.

That's pretty awesome in a not-done-it-forever drabble, there, Tep.

I'm thinking about trying one in which violence isn't the underlying theme. But broken glass is a metaphor for violence in so many ways....

Tep, that was damned cool. This category is making for some scary stuff.

In fact:

Weekend in Cap Ferrat

Warmth, salt coming in on the breeze off the Mediterranean. Ella Fitzgerald croons from the radio; they love her, here in France.

He circles your waist, the two of you swaying. Out toward Africa, the moon is gibbous, white, engorged. The villa he rented for this illicit weekend is mostly unfurnished. You don't mind, really; it means more room to dance.

He dips you to the music suddenly, his lips against your throat. The wineglass slips through your fingers, chattering to prismatic sharpness on the stone floor.

You ignore it, just keep dancing, grinding glass into powder under high heels.

Oh, swoon.

Seconding that swoon. Just lovely, Deb.

Thankee, mesdames.

I need to get my ass back to Europe. My memories are beginning to take on a very odd sheen, which probably means I'm missing something. Waking up in Villefranche or Cap Ferrat would probably do it.

Nic, alas, doesn't dance. But he's perfectly willing to rent me the damned villa and watch me dance alone.

A cartoon that ought to ring a lot of bells....