{{askye}} Unstubborn yourself, please. We like you and want to see you taking care of yourself. I just had to kick myself in the ass recently for the same reason. I left my meds at home when I went off for the 4th of July weekend and just the two days without really set me back. Plus, there are various agencies that will provide therapy for no or little cost (based on what you think you can afford and not on actual income.) It may not be your regular therapist, but it can help keep you on track.
ION, mice fear me. That is all.