{{{sj}}} I'm so glad Teacup Guy is there to love and comfort you, but, dammit, you deserve to have both him and no pain.
Thanks. I am so very grateful he is here, all of the time, but at times like this it is so much better to cry in his arms than cry alone. Of course, then I worry because he gets worried about me. I tried to explain to him last night that I sometimes just feel better to let it out and cry. Not sure he completely understood that.