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Thanks, MFNLaw. That article made me a bit misty. I hope hope hope something comes of it. Or of anything, really. I'm about at the point of admitting these migraines are really fucking with my life.

Which sounds weird. Of course they've been affecting me adversely. But I'm cuffed by them, and the strain is starting to show.

I hope that something gives you substantial relief, and soon. Most people would have curled up and shut out the world, but you refuse to give in. Whatever you call it--gumption, intestinal fortitude, stubborness--I admire your ability to persevere. But, you're surviving, not living, and that's not right. A pain-free day isn't too much to ask.

Persevering, getting dressed in the morning--whatever it is, I do it because the alternative (to crib from Highlander) is unthinkable.

And it is.

But that doesn't make it not suck.

I don't feel admiration-worthy (well, who ever does, in the moment?) but maybe after this is all done with I will look back and go "Fuck. I did that? Huh."

maybe after this is all done with I will look back and go "Fuck. I did that? Huh."

I think you will, ita. I truly believe you will come out the other side of this and be as awed as we are at your fortitude during it.

I think you are just silly. But that's mostly cause you won't buy spectator pumps AND white sandals.

"Fuck. I did that? Huh."

I gotta say, it looks pretty impressive to me right now. I've had the occasional migraine (none since going on the AD, what's up with that?), and I can't even imagine what you are going through.

I still haven't procured a wedding gift for my sister, who got married in 2001 and is now in the process of a divorce.

That's not slacking, that's prognostication.

And, because it is here even if it's not there yet - HAPPY BIRTHDAY HEC!!!

I don't feel admiration-worthy (well, who ever does, in the moment?) but maybe after this is all done with I will look back and go "Fuck. I did that? Huh."

Um, yeah. Remember your move from MI to CA? And mine from MN to CA? I know both times people told us they admired us - I remember telling you that, I only bring up mine for common ground - and I remember my own experience being of the suck at the time, but now that I look back on it? Kinda cool that I did that. Kinda cool.

So, in conclusion, you are Teh Awesome.

makes out with everyone

So, in conclusion, you are Teh Awesome.

Made of Awesome.

makes out with everyone

It's kinda almost cool in the living room. So I just swapped the Vornado into the bedroom in an effort of megacool that as well so I can sleep soon. Ima buy me a few more of those fans. They are blessedly good at their job.

At 1:30, it was 79 in the bedroom. If it cools quickly, no posts til Brooklyn morning.

eta: It's in the high 50s outside, just without the air really moving so I have to suck the cool in manually, if you will. Thus, I realize I need more fan.

edit, the second: 75 in the bedroom at 2. So shopping online for another fan or two and then the sweet sleep of the not sweating.

Cass, is an air conditioner not a possibility right now? The heat sucks the life out of me.

By all means, if a.c. can't be done right now, get more fans--at least two more, so you'll have one to suck air in, one to blow air out, and one to blow across you. When it's too hot outside to blow the outside air in, having two blowing air out, and one blowing across you.