but I still feel like an awful person, like people are talking about me behind my back,
Well, they are, but it's mostly "I wish my hair was as shiny as Anne's!"
that when people say nice things, they're only being polite
Polite but jealous.
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but I still feel like an awful person, like people are talking about me behind my back,
Well, they are, but it's mostly "I wish my hair was as shiny as Anne's!"
that when people say nice things, they're only being polite
Polite but jealous.
I am so there, Anne.
Sincerely,
Crampy McParanoiapants
It's the bouts of raging paranoia
Heh. My friend Alexia and I have been known to call each other and start the conversation with "Tell me I'm crazy." The usual response is "You're crazy. I'm not mad at you, it's just hormones."
Sometimes the response is "You're crazy. Oh, is THAT why I've been wanting to cry or kill people or both?"
Edited to remove a "not". In these cases, crazy = good.
I can top this. Don't even need the hormones to do it. I secretly believe every time people don't call me back it's cause they don't have the stones to tell me I'm boring and/or a jerk.
I secretly believe every time people don't call me back it's cause they don't have the stones to tell me I'm boring and/or a jerk.
Okay, this? This is crazy talk. Just so you know. Because it's not remotely true.
I know. But is it my first thought a lot anyway? Yes.
it's mostly "I wish my hair was as shiny as Anne's!"I really wish mine were. Anne has fabulous hair.
Dinner was num. Made a champagne sauce (cause I wanted to open the bottle) for some grilled salmon and pattypan squashes. One of the squashes committed suicide in the microwave and barfed its squash-y guts up. Mom of Cass washed up. Such the nice mommy. Ima have another glass of champagne, some strawberries and sour cream and then pass out on my amazingly stable bed. It's fabulous.
I have beer!
Plei, got my Alima samples. In sampley goodness heaven. I shall try the treats tomorrow.
Whoot BEER!